I can't decide if I want a DSLR or just another Point and Shoot camera. On one hand, I would LOVE a DSLR but I don't want to spend 1000 bucks so it's really unlikely that I would get one over 10.2 mp. But I could get a point and shoot that's like 12mp, waterproof, kidproof (nearly unbreakable) and all kinds of other cool features for like 200. Photography is a huge hobby for me, but it's still mostly a hobby and I can get good pictures with a point and shoot. AAAggh. I hate being torn.

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UGH MISS KITTY IS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGHH.

Stupid Kittens, they're cute but so obnoxious lol.

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Going to the doctors and talking in depth about my vagina while said doctor and nurse examine it...NOT FUN. Not even remotely close to fun. The throw in bloodwork and labwork too...BLAH. I really hope this gets everything figured out though..My nerves may actually be so shot at this point in time that it's causing pain in my pelvic floor and frequent urination urges..that or diabietes, overactive bladder syndrome or some kind of infection but I don't have any signs of an infection. I'm nervous and I have to wait at least 48 hours for the test results....and I looooove waiting..not. She also prescribed me xanax again. I hope I don't have to get back on them though, I have been controlling my anxiet meds free for nearly 5 years. If I do get back on them though I don't think it will be full time, just on an as-needed basis.

So, um..thanks for reading about my sickely lady regions...wish/pray/use the force for me, whatever it is you do lol.

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watching: The News
mood: Stoked

I can't believe in less than a month all of our credit cards will be paid off. We paid off one a few months ago with school money, then 2 more with the next bought of school money and the biggest one (and the last one) is about to be paid off with tax money. And I'm finally going to go to the dentist and get my other 2 wisdom teeth out and any other work I need done, OMFG YAY! You would think since I have a nueroticism about metal in my mouth I would be petrified but my face has been in pain for awhile now so I'm getting past it lol. And my favorite part about this mass amount of money, the likes of which I've never known, is that we're deffinately going to be able to go on a vacation this year!! I'm reserving our spot ASAP when we get the refund, and I'm finally getting a new camera. Hells yeah..I'm getting a digital slr, most likely nikon, canon or olympus (I'm researching each before I decide). I guess good things really do come to people who wait. I think I'll probably cry when I actually see the money in our account, I've been poor pretty much my whole life and I mean POOR. But we've always been the hardworking poor, just an inch above any for of help but an inch below scraping by..this is just fucking crazy.

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Well I haven't been on here since I was pregnant so I figured I'd update finally. I had my baby on April 29, he's pretty much the most awesome living thing EVER. He's almost 9 months now...man I bet it's been a year since I was last on. I want to try to start blogging again, I've grown tired of the drama of the forum sites I've been on. I've also been trying to get in touch with my creative side again and have been reviving my deviantart account (which had been untouched for almost 5 years!) it's http://sweetladyoffspring.deviantart.com/ if anyone wants to check it out. Well that's about it for now, just trying to jump back off in this lol.

Oh yeah, here are some pics of my son and such...

Newborn Miles Dean (7lbs 12oz, 21 1/2 in):


First smile caught on camera, 4 weeks:


A couple of his 4 month portraits (which, btw, I took )





Swinging!


Getting so big!


New years eve


Most recent picture:


He's crawling, can sit up by himself and even get to the sitting position on his own, pulls up and stands, says momma and dadda and has 8 teeth! I can't believe he's about to be 9 months. Craziness!

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I haven't updated since september so I figured I'd post a line or two here. I'm still pregnant and while the non-stop puking has calmed down I still have yet to find these "joys of pregnancy" everyone keeps referring too. On one hand I haven't blown up from pregnancy but on the other hand remainging really thin with a giant belly protruding off of me doesn't do anything good for my back. Oh well. 87 more days until he's here...Oh yeah he's a boy! We're naming him Miles dean and he's going to be the most awesome baby in the world, so be prepared. Here's his most recent photo, it's from almost 8 weeks ago:

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