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Location Perlis, Malaysia School. Other
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Nanga Yong Depression
Friday, February 27, 2009
It was 2nd month I was at Nanga Yong, become a teacher...not my dreams at all�feeling it was the most disaster decision I ever made.. I�m regret now...I thought I am stronger enough...and what could I say is the profession is not suitable for my heart..I�m trying so hard..And it was not enough...hate this job so much�.really like to quit but how I�m supposed to tell my mum..Does she will accept my willing�.pity her because her daughter cannot afford the challenge anymore�*cry *cry argh�.GOD! Please help me to overcome this feeling...//breathing so deep�bring me the air!!!!
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes
If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And It's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby
[ these lyrics found on www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left
To the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby
You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
malam nih aku rs ngntok gilers..rp aku x mo tido lagik..sbb tgh dld lagu..ahaks..lama gak ler aku x dld lagu2 baru nih..punya la slow lagu malam ney..bertambah ngntok haku lagik..so ape nak ceta arinih..still dlm bulan syawal lagik..ahaks..kire ry taun nih..not so bad laa..ade gathering skolah mngh n rendah..mmg besh..
1st raya
cam besa ler pegi masjid..solat ry..tp yg x beshnye..kene solat kat luar masjid..sbb dlm masjid mmg full..panaz siots dok kat luar...after solat terus pegi umah Kancil..makan bihun sup dulu..(lapor weih..dah la tuh feveret lak..ahaks)..dah kenyang gilos tuh..terus gi kubur arwah datok..smpai kat kubo tuh..msg2 dah blur..mana 1 ntah kubur..punya la carik..siap usha tiap2 batu nesan kat situ..camner ntah leh kitaorg terlupa..ahaks..klako pun ader..last2 jumpa la jugak..huhu..
neway 1st dayz raya ader kat umah jeq..layan org..lagipon aritu hujan..sedap jerq leh tido..ahaha..
2nd raya
pegi umah akak kancil jer..makan2 sket..pastu ntah sbb per..aku rs ngntok gilos..so tumpang ler tido skali..mmg x smemeh aku ney..ahaks..ngntok weiih..serius..aku x leh tahan dah..kang klu drive balek mau aku nih jadik penyumbang ops statik..ekeke..
3rd raya
sesi pegi umah mmber
4th ry
Gathering PMR 98 n SPM 2000 kat shoguan villa..hotel china lak tuk..sape la punya idea pegi wart kat situ..masa mula2 jumpa..susah la aku nak adapt sket cz diaorg bukan udak klas aku..(klas aku dulu skema nak mmpos..tp aku xlerw..sbb aku dak hostel..so pernagai laen ler sket..hehe.)..almost dak batch aku dah keje..pastu ader yg tunang sesama batch..ish2..xder org laen ker..neway
makanan kat situ mmg x masyuk..aku rs nak muntah..ader le..huhu..ceta psl udak2 ney..smua cam berubah la sket..makin cun..vogue..gilrz jer la berubah..but guyz..herm..gemoks2 belaka..wakaka..terlebey sng hati ke diaorg ney..
5th ry
gathering lagik maa...kali ney ngn dak skolah rendah..port kitaorg kuala perlis depan brasmana..x ramai pun yg dtg..sbb yg laen dah balek keje..wlpun sket org..tp tetap happening..bile terigt balek time tuh..mmg masyuk laa..tgk matahari terbenam..(aku sempat msg sum1 bile ternmpak cview tuh..ahaks)..share story dulu2..susah kitaorg nak jumpa camnih..plg besh yg wat kitaorg tergelak2..ceta psl bunag air besar dlm klas..wakaka..klako btul..saket perut kitaorg bile dgr ceta tuh..
org yg plg bnyk berubah..ahmd nordin ler..dulu ms skolah rendah..dia nih mmg gemok triple XXX..tp skrg..woo..kurus siots..n kitaorg usik2 dia ngn my frenz..si F..ehehe...cute laa...plus mmg kitaorg ske sakat diaorg..ahaha..besh2...yg lain ok cam besa jerq laa..
tp yg aku hangin 1 badan..igtkan dak laki nak blanja..last2 kitaorg lak yg kene kluarkan duit..hampes..apa punya jantan lerw...bukan xder duit..tp sajer jerq tuh..kedekut tahap cipan..ntah pape..cesh....
(adess..skrg dah kul 1 lebey..tp aku x tido lagik nih..apa kejadah malam2 buta camney aku leh stay up..:)) )
[i]I was so lost back then
but with a little help from my friends
I found the light in the tunnel at the end[/i]
