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| It's just a shimmy & a shake oh ho I can't fake Wednesday. 4.27.05 5:36 pm i need to remember this movie... Saturday. 11.6.04 2:04 am 100 women. Comment! (0) | Recommend! interview Saturday. 7.3.04 2:52 pm i had an interview with barnes and noble the other day. you have no idea how happy i was. I HOPE I GET THE JOB. if i don't i think i'll give up on the searching for a job. it's hopeless. if i can't get a job at barnes and noble then i can't get a job ANYWHERE. no one wants me. i'm useless. i am a waste of space. on the brighter side. happy fourth of july to everyone. i like fourth of july only because of the fireworks. if there were fireworks everyday, i would be one happy camper. but alas there is not so i am not a happy camper but on the fourth i will be! and whenever i go to a ball game. i don't quite understand why they have fireworks after a baseball game but they do. anyway, i hope i get the job at barnes and noble!!! -  Comment! (1) | Recommend! starlab Wednesday. 5.19.04 12:26 am today in microbiology we had this starlab thingie. it was so fucking awesome. it's like this big bubble thing that is filled with air. and when i say big i mean like fifteen feet high and very round. hah. but anyone it was so fucking awesome. usually the starlab is used for just that purpose, to look at stars for astronomy. they project the stars onth the walls of the bubble dome thing. but since we're in microbiology tabby ( my teacher) made a sheet with all these bacteria and protozoa on it. it was so cool! so yeah we got in there and laid down on the floor and looked up and saw all the things on the dome walls. and then i stuck my hands up and the stuff was projected on my hands! i was so fucking amused. i think i was starting to scare tabby i was talking so much and being so gleeful and amused. it was so great. i am going to buy one of those things one day when i'm filthy rich, or i'll become dirt poor because i just spent my life savings on a damn bubble. heh.  - Comment! (0) | Recommend! perfection Thursday. 4.29.04 3:24 am derek is the perfect boy ( on the outside atleast). everyone has that one guy or girl that they think is absolutely perfect. everytime you walk past them your breath catches and you just stare at that person. everything else around you melts away. it's just that perfect person. well that's derek. he's my perfect person. when i left valley he is the only thing i was sad about leaving behind. i mean come on i've had a crush on this boy since seventh grade, i have only talked to him once ( he asked me if i liked tool out of the blue during gym class and that was it) i've only had one class with him ( biology) and he didn't even talk in that class, you can just imagine how disappointed i was. for the past month or two that i've been at walnut creek i have day dreamed about how awesome it would be if he came to walnut creek. walnut creek has about two hundred students in an old church, so all the students are nice and comfy with eachother. well today i was talking to this boy ( yes, i actually talked to someone from school and it was a boy and it was awesome and it looks like i might have made a friend!) but anyways so i'm talking to this boy and all of the sudden who comes walking out of the principals office? DEREK! my mind absolutely went blank, if the boy i was talking to said anything i didn't hear it. i just stared at derek ( and i was like a yard away from him when he first walked out of the door so i can only imagine how weird i looked) my eyes grew wide and my mouth made that "O" of surprise. and i just followed him as he walked out the door. i hope the boy that i was talking to didn't notice. i snapped out of it after he walked out the door. heh, wouldn't it be awesome if he came here? - p.s.- my score: me: 2 life: 643,236,478,839,403,945,234,334 Comment! (1) | Recommend! realization Monday. 4.26.04 2:02 am heh, i am fanatical!!!!!!!!! about...drum roll please! READING!!! yup, dunno why it didn't hit me sooner. i am utterly fanatical about reading. i love reading i do it all the time. if i don't have something to read i'm bored out of my mind. reading is such a nice escape from my life. when my parents are fighting or if something is going on that i don't want to pay attention to, what do i do? i read. i'll read anything too. if i'm at a doctors office and i've forgotten my book, i'll pick up the odd little pamphlets they have and read them! so yeah...there's what i'm fanatical about. bikeeeeee i want a bikeeeeeeeeeee. except today my mother ruined my dreams of riding alone in saylorville. well she didn't ruin them, i'll just sneak off and ride alone anyways. but you know what she says to me 'you can't go alone. you can't go riding off alone in saylorville. i don't care if you have your cell phone. your brother can go along with you.' okay one my brother sleeps all fucking day ( and don't you think i didn't point that out to her). and two fucking hell man she's way too overprotective she's always telling me this shit about how people have gotten raped and tortured and god only knows what else by other people. in everything i do she can come up with a story she has heard about someone getting kiddnapped and raped and beat to death or worse. i'm suprised i ever fucking go outside. she had me so spooked as a child that i wouldn't go outside alone especially after dark. i would get so freaked out if i had to go anywhere alone. just because of her stories of murderers being on a rampage. now i know she means well but fuck she has made me scared of my own shadow. you know, i could rebel and purposely go around and do some of the things she has warned me against doing just because she has warned me not to do them and some serial killer could come and kill me. well you know what? thank god i'm not stupid enough to do that. but yeah i am definately much more caustious because of her. which i hate. i wish i could be a stupid carefree teen. but no i have to worry about all the things that could happen if i do something. aren't i supposed to be vain at this age? OH! last night i went walking around nine o'clock ( mother would have had a fucking fit if she knew). anyways, i just had to get out of the house so i did. and i was walking for about an hour. talking to myself the whole time. and when i came back i felt like i had had a victory. i don't know how or what or why. but i had some personal victory. i went out on that walk and came back more confident more not giving a fuck about what people think more something. it was a damn victory i tell you. score: me 1 life 452,343,347,941,634,123 ahh well...a victory is a victory is a victory no matter how small, right? right. - Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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