OKAY, HI. I'M KINDA BACK. I JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL NOT TOO LONG AGO. (SORRY I DIDN'T CALL YOU MONKEY TO LET YOU KNOW.) YOU SEE, WHAT HAPPENED WAS AS FOLLOWS: I DECIDED TO GO OUT SOMETIME BACK IN AUGUST WITH ONE OF JOHN'S FRIENDS WHO I'D MET EARLIER THAT DAY AND I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS AN "X" ADDICT AND HAD TAKEN A FEW PILLS EARLIER THAT DAY. HE HAD ONLY 2 OR 3 BEERS OVER AT MY HOUSE SO I DIDN'T THINK IT'D EFFECT HIM THAT MUCH AND I'D HAD CLOSE TO A DOZEN SO I WASN'T THINKING STRAIGHT AT THE TIME. I REMEMBER SAYING I WANTED TO GO OUT, KISSING THE GUY FOR SAYING HE'D TAKE ME TO SOME HANGOUT DOWN ON THE BEACH, GETTING INTO HIS TRUCK, AND THEN I REMEMBER SEEING HIM PASS OUT AND 'LEAD-FOOT' IT. NEXT THING I KNOW I'M IN A FUNKY ROOM, ON A REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE BED, IN A SHITLOAD OF PAIN AND BEING TOLD THAT IT WAS DECEMBER 2ND. THEY SAID I'D ONLY BEEN OUT FOR 2 AND A HALF MONTHS AND THAT FROM THE END PART OF OCTOBER UNTIL THEN I'D HAD MY EYES OPEN BUT I WASN'T REALLY "AWAKE." SO... I DUNNO. BUT I'M ALIVE. JOHN TOLD ME THAT THE GUY DIDN'T JUST PASS OUT WHEN HE WAS DRIVING; THE BEER AND THE AMOUNT OF X HE'D TAKEN DIDN'T MIX WELL AND HE DIED AT THE WHEEL BEFORE WE EVEN CRASHED. I KEEP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT THAT DAY AND PEOPLE COMING TO VISIT ME (MOSTLY JOHN) BUT NO ONE LIKES TO TALK TO ME ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. THEY JUST TELL ME ALL THE "IMPORTANT" STUFF THAT I MISSED WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. I THINK THAT THE TIME THING ON HERE IS 3 HOURS OFF NOW, CAUSE ON THE LAST COMMENT THAT WAS LEFT IT SAID TODAY AT 3-SOMETHING AM AND IT'S NOT EVEN 2:30AM SO, YEA. O WELL.

BUT YEA, I'M OKAY FOR THE MOST PART. AND MORE THAN ANYTHING I'M ALIVE.
YOURS FOR THE TAKING --- KAT

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Hummmmmmmmm; yes>>> nothing to say. Life's boring. I talked to Monkey for a bit earlier, but that's pretty much it. O yes, and John died his hair orange!!! It looks so funny. It was supposed to be blonde but he left it on for too long. Alright, well that's pretty much it, just figured I'd update.

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Yup... the fourth sucked for me. I didn't have to money to get any fireworks, damn limited budget! So I ended up taking the cab John called for me and going to the beach. It was kinda fun. John's brother had bought all kinds of shit. Beer, fireworks, bacardi, vodka, tequila, and wine coolers... as well as a new board, which I will say I nearly killed myself on. I'll stick to swimming from now on ~ skrew actually trying to surf until I've got more than 2 lessons. We played volleyball when the sun started to set and it started to cool off. NEVER play volleyball when you're drunk. Just a suggestion. I also got another piercing ~ on my ear. But I took it out cause it was really aggrivating me. It didn't cost anything cause the piercer is Moth's girlfriend. (Moth is my "owner"... Timmothy) He's cool, but keeps me in line. Plus treats me like I'm his little sister since he's 6 years older than me. (lol) Now that I think of it we never did set off any of the fireworks ~ we were all too sloshed. Mine's finally almost worn off tho. Yea, and we're supposed to go out to some bar tonight for Moth and Luvie's anniversary. We call her luvie cause she loves all of her friends to death, her real name's kinda weird too... Yessenia. I probably spelled that wrong, but o well. Maybe I'll remind Moth or John about the 'works before we leave. Yeah, I'm kinda shy around John's bro; he creeps me out. Well Imma get. O yea!!! And I talked to Laurie... strike that... I talked to monkey for about 10 minutes too.I taught her the colour html thingy for here and myspace, and I got her to send me a picture w/ her hair down - it's hot. But her hair's crimpy cause she'd had it pulled back in braids.

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