I'm just living up to my requests. I'm back from a six month hiatus...lots to update but first thing's first.

Rules :
1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tag backs!!

1. Forgive and not Forget
I am way too forgiving and tend to let people walk all over me. It's a really bad quality of mine, but it's hard to not give into those stupid puppy dog faces people give you haha. I may forgive too easily, but I never forget. I hold onto things for way too long, I just never say anything about it, which can cause some unpleasant moments.

2. Don't hate, appreciate
I am appreciative of every tiny, little thing. Give me a rock and say, "I thought of you" and i'll somehow shape that into a positive haha.

3. Weird
This is going to sound very odd, but I have this weird habbit, almost an obsession. I pick at my lip, and I really cannot stop. I don't like to tell people about it, but the ones that know try to stop me and I just get anxious. It's really bad that I do it because my lips are always sore, but it's like my comfort zone, which probably doesn't make any sense. I do it when I'm happy, sad, mad, and especially when i'm thinking. My dad has tried to get me to stop, but I just get mad haha. Don't judge me please.

4. I work too much
I am a caretaker for two mentally disabled children, and in the past week I have really started to enjoy them...which is weird because this is my third year with them. I also coach at gymnastics unlimted and work as the office manager. I work 55-60 hours a week. It's a very good thing though, lots of experience and lots of MOOOOLA :)

5. Just say no
I never tell people no. I get lectured for it all the time. I'm pretty good at the whole "put yourself in their shoes" kind of deal, so I hardly ever reject requests that are thrown my direction. I just like to help!

6. When I grow up
I wanna be a teacher. High school math I believe.

7. I hate wind
Wind can knock over trees, and that scares the living you know what out of me.

8. I love
To drive. I don't know why, but it's another one of my comfort zones haha.

9. Music
When I'm in the car by myself, I blast my music and sing REALLY loud. I can't carry a tune to save my life...my sister stole all of that talent from the gene pool, but I do it anyway. I even do it proudly :)

10. Move it or lose it
I have TERRIBLE road rage haha. Some people honestly don't know how to drive and that can get very irritating.

11. Weak
I have to weaknesses. When boys are dressed and lookin snazzy, and then they take off their jackets and roll their sleeves haha i melt. I also love it when guys are really good with kids. I love kids haha so the two together just makes my heart happy :)

12. HAHAHAHAHA
I laugh at absolutely nothing. Laughing is something I love to do, so I try to find something funny in most situations, and I usually do. So people look at me like I'm dumb lol, but hey! Laughing is good for you!

13. To push, or not to push
I love to push buttons haha it's so weird, but whenever I'm at a phone booth or something along those lines, I like to push keypad buttons. I especially love the phone section at Target because it's like button heaven. I'm weird..shhhh.

14. Booty Booty Booty Booty rockin everywhere!
My badunk is fairly unproportional to the rest of my body. My upper extremities are awfully small, and then BAM! Junk in the trunk. My hips aren't that big though, so it just ends up looking weird haha. Which makes pants shopping a pain in my ass, hahahahahaha.

15. Obsession number fifty
Nobody can make my bed, but me. It has to be done a certain way, or I again get very anxious haha. I always have friends that help me make it, and then after they go home I take it apart and redo it. I don't know what it is, but it has to be perfect. I hate coming home and remember that I forgot to make my bed.

I don't know who to tag, so if I tag you and you've already been tagged. I'm sincerely sorry.

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Well it's been two weeks i've been living here. Still has yet to feel like "home", but i'm sure it'll happen in good time. I have been taking advantage of the facilities, aka the tanning bed and the weight room haha. My goal is to be a sexy beast by prom :) which FYI, is in two weeks.

Prom can kiss my you know what. I'm SO excited for prom, but then again not because of all the dang drama. I did get my dress though and i'm STOKED! Now all I have to do is get a purse, shoes, jewlery, my hair done, my nails done, and finalize plans. So much work, but it'll be sooo worth it! Plus I have the best date in the world, so that alone is worth it :)

Highschool in general can also kiss my you-know-what. College on the other hand, is very exciting. I was worried that my parents and I would have to come up with 16,000 a year to pay for college, which is merely impossible. HOWEVER, I got a letter in the mail from Western yesterday and it was my financial aid packet. After reading the packet, it has been concluded that my parents and I only have to come up with 2,000 dollars a year to pay for college. I had a butt load of grants to help me out! It was amazing and I'm SO happy. My mom prolly wouldn't help out that muchwith college meaning my father and I would be working until we died to pay all those loans off, but they only gave me two loans and those aren't even that much! Plus, there's still two more grants and scholarships that I need to apply for because those are 4,000 a year and that would be so amazing!

I saw Baby Mama yesterday and I loved it! I'm easily ammused, so I found it quite hilarious. I love Tina Fey and Amy Poler (i spelled those wrong i know). After the movie, me and brian came back here and hung out for awhile, then my brother came over! I hadn't seen him in a while, so we stayed up til 3am talking, and then went to sleep finally, then he woke me up at 9 :( I never get to sleep anymore...oh well i'll have plenty of time for that later on!

I'm really sorry if you read all of that, but I was just rambling...

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37 days until I graduate. Frick. I can't believe it.

I sent my brother a text asking if he wanted a graduation announcement today and he called me back and we talked for awhile. He told me how proud he was of me and it kind of hit me. I'm actually graduating and going to college. I remember watching my brother walk down to receive his diploma. Now, it's my turn. I'm definitely looking forward to no homework for four months, but it's going to be so weird not seeing half of my friends ever again. Better make the best of what time everyone has together. Hard thing to do, but why waste the next four months being sad? I'm going to college!!!

This weekend was surprisingly good. I went up to my mom's new house on Saturday and I stayed the night. Normally I dread having to go visit with my mom and her boyfriend because they both have the personality equivalent to a fricken horse, but this time was different. I helped them move stuff in and settle everything down, and we went to dinner and blah blah blah. I wouldn't mind going up there more often, it's actually quite peaceful. I had a nice talk with my mom, and things are improving, which i don't know how I feel about yet.

I wnet shopping for a prom dress, but i just can't find anything :( I'm so damn picky, so I guess that won't help me much. I have also been in a terrble mood lately. Shopping and bad moods do not mix. I was fine yesterday when i was away, but I got home and BAM! Pissed off for no reason. I'll sleeep it off.

Good night everyone, hopefully you're all in a better mood than me! I'll cheer up.

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I think I have found my prom dress. It's gorgeous and I found it on the internet, which I've never actually done before, but i did it! It's BEAUTIFUL! So stoked right now, i know i know i know, it's only a dress, and only a dance, but common people, the dress is amazing. It will however wipe out my bank account, but at this point, who cares? My dad even told me i should go down to the store tomorrow and try it on :)

I always thought it was dumb for people to spend millions of dollars on a dress for one night, but this is SO worth it. I jsut hope it fits.

sorry I haven't been around much lately, the moving, school, work, working out, and homework have been sucking the life out of me. I still love everyone!!!! I'll start updating regularly soon! promise!

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I am sitting in my sister's brand new room at this very moment, typing on our brand new and upgraded computer (actually the internet was upgraded, not the computer heh) listening to the brand new disturbing noises in my brand new condo :)

Today I was driving home from school, and I actually forgot where I was going. It's weird having to turn on my blinker and go to the complete opposite end of the highway to go home. However, I am so excited to be living in the new place :)

The office at this place is amazing.
-Free Tanning bed (already used it :D)
-Free amazing work out facility ( already used it :D)
-Free racket ball court ( i will use it soon)
Hot tub, spas, pool, pool tables, basketball court,
alkdjhglakjhg so excitedddddd!

I also have amazing news. I HAVE A ROOMATE FOR COLLEGE!!!!!

There's a lot more going on, buuuut I definitely need ot wake up in the morning :(

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I am sitting in my living room on the floor for the very last time! Today is my last day in this house, and I am so excited to move out! Don't get me wrong, I love this house more than anything, but not the financial issues that go with it. I have lived in this house for the last thirteen years of my life, and I have the greatest memories here, but keeping up on the house got to be toooooo much. I'll miss coming home to this house, but the new place had the same home feel when I walked in there for the first time. My dad, aunt, uncle, and myself went to check out our new place again yesterday! I am so excited! Brand spankin new.

My father and I are finishing my Western packet as we speak. So weird I have only moved twice my whole life, and now i'm going to be moving twice in like six months...but i'm very excited. I also checked into the education programs at Western, and I sent the admins an email to ask for more information because I think they want me to enroll in the education programs. They also offer tutoring programs to get that hands on experience with teaching. I move into my dorm one week after I turn 19, which is cool because Bellingham is like 30 minutes south of canada, which I will be the legal age to drink. HAHA but who cares because I don't drink and will more than likely not do much of in college. I'm paying for this education, haha i'm not gonna F it up. Although my mother did inform me that she will be paying my way through school, which cut my dad a WHOLE lot of slack. Holla!

Hey Brian, I know you'll be reading this at some point! Just wanted to say helllloooo and i'll be your neighbor in less than 24 hours, you are going to be SOOO sick of me soon BWAHAHHAHA.

i hope everyone has an amazing day!

P.S. This entry was kinda pointless i'm just excited and had to write about it.

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