Why can' t I hate him? No matter how bad he treats me I can't hate him. No matter how much I tell myself to hate him I can't. I love him. I know that sounds stupid and most people would say I'm to young to know what love is. But I think thats wrong. If I didn't love him I would be able to hate him for everything he's put me through. The break-ups, the lies, all the tears. But none of that bothers me I just want us to be happy. I know we can't date now but I still love him and I don't want to stop. I probably should stop. It would be better for me if I moved on but i just don't want to. xoxosara

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You know the days when u just get so frustrated with people? The times when you just want to scream you little head off? Well today was one of those days. Normaly I would call my best friend Brittany but since we're not exactly speaking to each other i couldn't do that. I was gonna go swimming but before i could get my bathing suit on it started to storm. Then i remembered that my mom and me were supposed to go shopping but when i went to talk to her she was sick and cancelled those plans. So I call up Dan who's in Grande Isle to talk about the fight me and Brittany got in and all he does is tell me shes a bitch and make fun of me for being upset. By that time i had about had enough and before i could get off the phone hot steamy tears of anger and frustration poured down my face. Of course then my mother who is oblivious to whats been going on lately wants to know whats wrong and of course i dont feel like telling her cause shes my mom and well just cause shes my mom. so i am so just uggghhh if you know what i mean. Well im gonna go take a nice long bubble bath to help calm my nerves! You know you love me, xoxosara

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In one day you can lose everything thats important to you. Yesterday I woke up assuming that it would be just like any other day. But I was o so wrong. First its starts with the boy I've been dating, who is also my best frinds is sleeping with another girl. And if that isn't' bad enough. I find out that my best friend is telling one of her guy friends personal things about me that I asked her not to mention. When I called her to ask what was going on, she replies: Well Scott's been more of a best friend latly than you have. So that was the end of that! I even tried to call and apologize but she told me she didnt had time to deal with me! So... The kinda good news is that Dan ( the boy i'vebeen dateing) appologized. very sincerely. And i still hate him. Because I hate how no matter how much I hate him I can't really hate him. So I guess we sorta made up. But I'm still very upset with the whole situation. Now I'm liek basicly friendless and I don't know what to do with myself. Therefore started this site wich I think is pretty cool! So until tommrow! xoxosara

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