Woooo I have three new unused invite codes... already invited one who has become a good blogger.. YAY! NuTang rawks... anywho.... Happy Thanksgiving everyone...


Ohhhh on a side note... I WANT A PURPLE LIGHTSABER! -end note-

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Okay, so I slept a good four hours after the auction and all the emotional stuff last night. Though I woke to my parents arguing (yes, I am 26 and I live with my parents. Its difficult to live on ones own in San Diego. Plus, we are moving to Vegas soon and this will just make it easier for me to get my own place there) and decided to get online to work on a few things. I made a VP tutorial over on Ambiance, one of the Avatar sites that I work on. I am really proud of the work there.

http://www.mb.getyourambiance.com/

Anywho, it is time for a nap. "M" as I will call him to be respectful to the minors and not use a term that they may not understand or needto read, has sent me to nap and so I am going to do exactly that. I've got a big day ahead of me, my first day in service to my M and a lot of graphics to catch up on now that I have actually finished the Avatar Auction!

Squee!!!

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So, as much of an emotional day as I had yesterday, I was thankfully not sold to the *bleep* head who would have made my life misserable, stalked me and so much more. It was still difficult and is still difficult. My character was sold to a wonderful man who still resides in Port Kar so I at least get to remain around my friends. He is a very nice man and from what I see will be a good Owner as well. Of course, I am going to leave most of the details out- because NuTang does allow under aged users and as such I choose to keep my blogs pretty vanilla.. or as vanilla as possible without completely removing the entirety of my life.

He seems genuinely interested in me, as well he also seems very understanding that this isn't going to be easy for me. I still miss V immensly. I mean, wow, I used to be his like 6+ years ago, and then when I was met with the chance to be his again, I was so happy, and I do really invest a lot of myself into Gor- and I know its just role play but its the only role play I do that I cant keep my emotions out of it.

I am torn of course, I still want to be with V, but I am going to give it my all with the Captain from Port Kar, and hopefully things will go well. What will happen though if V one day returns for me? Tough question, tough thoughts.

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So last night was my first avatar auction for Karian Elegance. We had nearly 100 avatars to auction off so the auction lasted a whopping 6 hours! I was stunned. I think people were impressed, and I was pleased with how things went.

[Edited] I edited this to remove the link to my av site, because some of the avatars do contain brief nudity such as an artistic expression of the female body. No- not pr0n but simply erotic photography. If you are an adult and you wish to see what I do you can always send me a message.

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So I got myself a little sleep. Only a little of course, because he wanted to role play with me once before he sells me off... grrr... so now not only was my night/morning ruined but my sleep interupted. Thats fine, Ill sleep either after the role play or after the auction is over tonight. Guess I may be getting to bed early.. strange that- not used to it.

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Men suck!!! (this of course is a stupid generalization that I will not believe after Ive healed from this dumb bull *#(!@%)

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