All I wann say is...."You're just j e a l o u s..b/c we're young and in love.." YAY! I feel better now. So anyways..this particular journal entry is going out to someone.. His name is Evan... yeah..see he was upset about my past journal entries... Which... what the hell.... I guess its b/c apart of me that doesnt really care and that is what I wanted to talk to Amanda about..but..whatever.. Umm.. I dunno, I just wanna be happy...if going out and drinking, spending time with people that I care about... makes me a bad person...then okay. Yeah..Dan and I had sex everybody... Ive had sex with him a lot..actually..but I dont fucking care what you think or what your friends think..so there we go! Dan and I are friends....really close friends..but we are friends.. :) SO its all good... Being with "you" didnt make me happy..and its not like you made any advances to try to talk to me or anything...I thought us not talking..was one way of saying..yeah this isnt going to work.....Yeah..I was wrong what I said on the phone..Im not sorry about what I said either... Your so fucking mean...but I am too.... so I guess that makes us both mean... therefore.... after this...We should never talk again.. works out for the both of us... haha ..but anyways.. Last night..Asti and I went dove hunting with Dan and Chris. It was interesting..Shot my first gun! Yeah...I definatly need to get better at that..haha Then..well..I should start from the beginning.. Dan and Chris woke up and left yesterday morning... Dan didnt go to any classes..Chris didnt go to the first class..but anyways.. Asti and I came back...I called Dan and asked if he wanted to go to Troy with us..he did..So we went to Vinnies... to the Bilo..to Astis house...drove around Troy..lol.. Came back here... got around..went hunting..came back here.. did our homework..and went to bed. The reason Dan and Chris stayed the night before was because..well..lets just say.. we were all alittle too impaired...haha! Not that they couldnt have walked back to their rooms..but I wanted to sleep with Dan..b/c I like sleeping with him! I wake up and a guy has his arms wrapped around me, holding me close....I love it!!! Haha! So then..I got up this morning... got around for my damn 8 o clock class.. got out of classes at 12:15..ate lunch with Amanda, Ky, and Asti.. came here...and here I am..waiting for Dan to call me back, but I think he forgot about me..:( lol..Oh well.. they are probably talking about stuff.. who knows..anyhoo..Im going to pick up around here and do some homework..I have to walk down to McDonalds..get my schedule... come back here..and maybe go with Asti to Stevie's if Dan isnt coming over..who the fuck knows..Im out loves...Peace... Maybe I just liked you b/c of the attention? Wow..Im just as guilty as someone else I know.. hmm.. oh well

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