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Wow, who knew that you could get a bump on your lip from hitting your ring off of it? Well..I just found out. I didnt know I was popular..teehee..See how much I pay attention to this? I might not be in the top 25...but its nothing really that Im striving for. I mean, its cool if people wanna come and look at my journal....it's my life people...learn it, live it, love it... Some moments that I have had...I never would share with anyone, but..if you wanna read it..go for it. Doesnt bother me! Ugh..so anyways...enough of that... This new nutang is pretty cool..kinda just happened over night. It's like christmas...the tree is all empty..then BAM the next morning there are tons of presents... okay, so its really a bad example.. lol.. Well not really....but..we know why it happens over night.. so its like the first snow...that day...its like NOTHING...the next morning..it's like 5 feet of snow and bam...you dont have school. WHICH IM GOING TO MISS! lol..damn college..no school days... *sigh* Oh well..I guess I can deal.. You get out earlier, plus..more freedom.. I cant wait, Im so really excited.. :-D It's going to be a lot of fun. A lot of good memories are going to come out of it and I cant wait. Its going to be a lot of hard work, but I know when I put my mind to it...Ill do it, and Ill do a D A M N good job..I think I heard my mom say my name...but Im not sure yet...damn she did..fuck...ugh I hate this sometimes.. I have been swearing A LOT lately...Im totally blaming that on Doug..seriously, like.. I dunno..when I talk to him, I swear a lot..haha, and it just stuck.. I feel bad about swearing a lot, but I dunno...Im listening to Hawthorne Heights..heck yes...My heart is in ohio my friends.. I will l i v e there someday..atleast I hope...
I talked to HB last night..uh huh..it was fun! Wanna hear something funny, totally not about HB..but Ill get to that...I dunno w h y I should..he didnt say anything mushy about me..haha just kidding babe..but anyways..I was talking to this guy who lives in Millerton, and he's on my space....so Im like..meh, okay..so Im like hey man you live over the hill from me and all that good stuff. And like...I said hey on aim..and we were talking...its awkward of course..lol...and he is like.. do you know PR (wont say names for good reasons)...and Im like, well I hope so, he's my cousin...haha it was shocking..turns out they are like really good friends and he wants me to go to PR's party...I dunno..haha its kinda awkward.... but talking to each other went much easier after that..lol..it was silly..I told my mom and she started laughing... hehe. It was a good time.. she's like..jillian, you scare me sometimes...I was like calm down, its funny..l a u g h..so she did. But anyways..what do say about the wonderful HB, besides that he is wonder...HE DOESNT REALLY LIKE DOGS! and I dont really like cats, and he likes cats over dogs...So that is like one thing we dont have in common...HB, I dont think this relationship can go on any longer...just for that reason..haha just kidding pumpkin!! I called you really early this morning, I was kinda hoping Id wake your lazy ass up..but ...most be you didnt have your phone on..so I just left you a voice message instead..lol.. WOO! Friggin a..people make me mad...like this lady at the store..(old) was flipping FREAKING out b/c she wanted to get out of the store so bad..she's like, Im selling myself to the store, b/c the P&C is kinda expensive...but whatever ya know? She was flipping out....and making a scene..and Im like..lady..just stop. But Id never say that to an old lady's face..or any other one of my peers..why would I? Lol..Im a bitch, but not that much of a bitch..oh well..MY CAT FAT CAT..totally ran away for the night.. lol...she'll be back sometime, Im not really worried..and if she doesnt..oh well.. Its horriable to think about it that way..but.. I dunno.. she needs to be freeeeee..so does baby cat..on the other hand..button she needs to s t a y.. :-D I can feel bad karma coming on..
Iggy isnt in good spirits b/c of her boy..Im really sad, b/c I wanna do everything to make her happy and make time go by faster for her! She is really happy with him, and they are so A D O R A B L E together...they are like the perfect friggin couple! I swear.....NO ONE compares to them.. lol.. they have the best relationship, and they are like the best couple to hang out with..like..they cuddle and stuff like that, but its not like..rude..ya know what I mean? like.. they can keep things private and enjoy everyone else's company without being disgusting..Like people who just...straddle with boyfriend infront of everyone and hang out with themselves at a party, and not even.. like.. notice the rest of the guests so we have to surrond them b/c they wont come to us.. I dunno..it makes me smile to see Iggy happy....she deserves it after all the l o s e r s she has been with..Britt..she needs a good man in her life.. :) Really, she needs to be happy with someone who ...I dont want to get into it, and Im sure she wont appreciate me talking about it. I love ya Britt.. :) ..I love my friends...I dunno where I would be without them..seriously..Tabby..what the hell, Im going to miss her like fucking crazy. I miss her lots right now. We are going to go shopping together pretty soon for college..it's really good to see that we have had our differences but that has what made us TEN times closer.. Nothing will ever split us apart I dont think..:) I have soooo many bestests...hehe.. :) I love all you guys so much... TOM! I fuckin miss him so much... my italian stallion! ugh... I never got a piece of that...Im so sad...lmao.. I miss him and love him..I cant wait till I can talk to him again! HEHE! Atleast people only call me a slut when Im around him..it's b/c we are such great friend that whatever we do..doesnt mean a thing...Like..Ive kissed him lots of times..lol..but its all b/c we are friends..and I can give him a kiss b/c Ill miss him..and we are good friends....haha.. He needs a good girl in his life..seriously... :) I cant wait to go to his wedding..haha.. :) We need to get married though so I can have girls that have beautiful skin..I forgot why he wanted to marry me..I was drunk at the time..lol.. Haha! TOM if you read this..I miss you, and you need to get AIM so we can chat.. :) Miss ya tons babe....My little stud waffle...I bet he forgot all about this..Is going to Case and that is near Cleveland..HECK YES! We are ALL seriously going to visit him..haha, Ill take everyone there..it will be a good vacation.. :):) SPEAKING OF VACATIONS! Kids..we are definatly going to Darien Lake next year! Let's camp there and go to the theme park..and just chill...drink..whateva..haha it'll be tons of fun! We need to all get together reallll soon. :):) Well kids..Im gonna go..So Ill come back later and write about all my awesome friends that Im going to miss....HB is coming up to visit us realllll soon! Be excited! I know quite a few of us has missed him so! Well, those of us who know him..like ..Amanda and Ben...and me..sorta..haha and his other friends ..Im out..late!