Just six days left of 16! I got annoyed by all these emails of invitations for hi5 so I gave in. I never knew that my friend from Canada is in hi5. I uploaded a retarded pic of me when I was bored and I have not much to say other than that Susan is annoying me! She said that she liked my jacket. Translation: "I want that jacket so u better give it to me." I replied with mumbling something. Translation: "GET YOUR OWN! I wanted this and now ur ruining it!" Last Thursday, during the fire drill afterschool, she found me and said, "I like those gloves, I WANT IT!" I told her to get it herself. Luckily she didn't see my shirt yesterday (the Green Day shirt). If she did, I'm gonna end up walking around in my gym shirt. Let me ask u this, why is it that everyone wants my stuff soo badly? It's not my fault that they didn't see it first. I own them b/c I want to be different. I blew all my money on these stuff that I saw and wanted it. I have a job and I put my money to my use. I can't be different w/out Susan wanting whatever I have. This issue has been driving me crazy for months. If they want them, then go blow all your money on it or get a damn job! Simple as that! I blew all my birthday and Chinese New Year money for a new wardrobe. I wanted to change my apperence this year and maybe find a new idenity. When I find one, people just want to copy me! It's hard to keep changing wardrobes for them to not be able to keep up but I don't make a lot at my current job! I don't like to keep changing all the time. The only wardrobe no one bother to copy is my tomboyish look w/ huge sweaters, baggy sweatpants and sneakers. I can't keep looking like that all the time. I wanna wear Hot Topic clothes and change me! When I wear and shop at Hot Topic, ppl keep asking me, "Where did u get that?", "I want that!", "I like that!" People just leave me alone! It's not like u never seen an Asian wearing Hot Topic clothes b4. Just leave me alone. I dress different but it doesn't mean I completly changed. Just treat me the same way u treated me when I wore huge sweaters and baggy sweatpants. I'm no different than when I wear Hot Topic or just what I feel like wearing clothes from the person u all know who dresses like a tomboy! Let me get this all straight! I may be characterized as a poser, according to my friend, but I am not an idol. My point is for people to be what u are and not someone u aren't. In my case, I have no clue what I am. To Susan, stop being that person u aren't. U will never be that person and u can't say that u don't know urself b/c I said so wheather u like it or not. I don't know why I'm saying this but I have to get it out of my head. I'm just saying whatever I can say. I hope I have a another topic to talk about the next time. U can thank Susan for making this topic an issue.
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