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happie new year! 2005 gotta be better than 2004! :P wen u write de 'date', rem..it ends wif '05 now..not '04..dun live in de past! *wake up*

anyone wen countdown? heh. yest...my legs were killing me. keke.

wen for 1 lesson in de morn..wen dwn to mit Claryn after tt, to hand in de time sheet togeda. i was early (cos lesson ended early), so dropped by at PS to check if Mphosis stil has de top i wanted to get. *frown*. dun hav. sob. wen dwn Somerset to wait for her, den proceeded to find boss to get her signature. haha. i like my boss' dressing. lolx. tink she gt de seh. not de chio chio kind, but gt x-factor arh. tink she's filthy rich also. c de accessories she has on her body. all exp products one. one dae i wanna b like her..lolx...*luff luff luff*

told her not to put me on any schedule for jan, cos sch work is piling. wanna settle my sch stuffs first. den she mention, jan gt no occasions, so shld b ok, but feb she'll nid me. tink cos of de new yr period ba. hope i dun forget my product stuffs by den. *grin* at least i can tk a break now..heh.

wen to Tanjong Pagar after tt to hand in to de agency. damn ma fan rite? bo bian. Ro called, saying tt 2 of my frens not gg for de countdown le. sian 1/2. i hate it sia. argh. tink both of us hav enuf of all these shit liao. was having tt kind of heck-care mood liao la. anyway told her i'll cor her ltr to cfm plans etc, cos had to go mit my mum liao. at Bugis. first thg i did -- check our de Mphosis shop! lolx. i tink i shld check out how to get de member huh? hehe..my tops r like 70% from there? got my tops thr, n mummy also got one! hehe. i love it wen we get tops fr de same plc! cos it wil seem as if de age gap isnt tt big. haha, my logic.

had a late lunch at de Ajisen Ramen, mummy wanted to try. food's so-so. alrite la. heh, i gt de member. lolx. tink my sis wld love tis plc. im nt a fan of Japanese food tho. called Ro. she sounded kinda mad. (over de others). aiya, i wld b also. but wads de pt? lemme see...7 pigs.. one is not in Spore (exempted), another gt family dinner (ok, nvm), one sae gt sch stuff to finish (oh well), another agreed but ltr sae mum wun b hapi (ahh...ok..), de last one sae lazy. (ok, wtf?) so its left wif de 2 pathetic pigs..Ro and Me! lolx..n c'mon lor, we plan tis very early leh. even made dinner reservation. den now all tis rubbish. hu wun b piss huh? sigh. since dey nt coming..den so b it lor..arranged to mit Ro at Bugis at 830..

settled it den, stop by at Giordano whr mum bought bro a jeans. got myself a black pants too. walked ard a little more den headed home. argh. wanted to find shoes. my flats r like.. torn n tattered? not tt bad la..but not in gd condition. dunno how to sae. lolx. gt home ard 4.. was considering whether to go to de gym or tk a nap. 1. i am tired. i doze off in de bus. 2. i wan to exercise. HOW? noe wad did i choose?

SLEEP!!! (buahahahah...)

nah. i had planned to tk a short nap, den wake up to go to de gym b4 i wen out.
but like expected.....a pig like me..................

i slept at 5.. woke up a few instances but wen bk to slp..turn to c de clock behind me, i saw 730..(i totally forgot bout de gym thingy)..tout stil gt time, so slp somemore.. den... de next time i check de time on my fone, it showed 20:27! arghhh! for a moment i tout it was de next dae liao (it always happen to me). shit! 830 liao meh? omggg! i quickly rush n prepare, told Ro to mit ltr..den she kp luffing at my blurrness. ahhh. i must b real tired la. cos tis kinda thg dun happen to me one lor. zzz. *age is getting on me lah*

rushed like mad. couldnt even find de shoe i wanted to wear. dun wanna wear flats (cos it wun b matching)..so ya..i wore heels..and damn pain ar! lolx..

finally met up ard 930. headed to C.A.N cafe. i fell in love wif tt place. ok la, mayb not tt exagerrating. but its a nice plc to chill lor. de police fren brought me thr de other time. so now i intro-ed tis plc to Ro. nice rite gal? i tink i shall bring viv thr de next time. lolx. we ordered some chips..pizza.. n drinks.. >(not tt we're glutton, but cos we nv eat dinner k! lol..) heng we gt thr like 15 mins earlier, cos after us, gt many big grps coming in n couldnt find seats. chatted a lot..machiam 2 depressed gers lidat.

haha. i reali wish 2005 wil b a better one. if not...suffering for one more yr..can reali kill..DEADLY. stayed thr til ard 1130..den we slowly walk to Esplanade to countdown. Ro wanted to check out wad dey hav thr ma. along de way, we bought beer. lolx. but we din drink til dead drunk. tho Ro's face was flushed liao. she's kinda sensitive to alcoholic drinks. c her face i wanna luff. hee. cos it was reali pinkish red red. lolx. countdwn at de Esplanade.. like nt so happening leh... dun hav de right atmosphere u see. sigh. must b de Tsunami thingy. ending de yr wif such a sad thg. sigh. tts life huh?

Esplanade had some performances things. we stayed thr to watch a lil. it was de Electrical (or sth lidat). de band. 4 guys n 1 ger or dunno wad. haha, info fr Ro. dey played nice songs tho. mayb wil check out their album ltr. de mood wasnt high enuf. u noe u noe.. like aiyah.. dunn hav de 'high' spirit lor.. audiences were jus sitting dwn..den those standin werent even dancing.. mayb only a few ba. saw de boat ride thingy den was considering whether wanna sit not. cost 12 ucks per person for to n fro. too costly, so gave up on tt idea. i sat tt wif him last time tho. n we had fun takin funny pics of ourselves. lolx.

decided to head dwn to CLarke Quay. wah. de whole Esplanade cum CLarke Quay area, i saw a lot of Malays. is it their territory? hmm. reali a lot leh. saw Ro's fren along de way, den ahhh kena sprayed by hm! u noe those party spray..omg.. a lot can. blue blue stuffs. wah. my fone kena also. zzz!

i dunno how long we stayed at Clarke Quay. my legs were like screaming for help. plsu de heels. lolx. serve me rite huh? grrr. we kp walkin in circles.. tink we prolly spend like 2 hrs thr. checkin out all de pubs thr. lolx. den we saw de Bungy Jump thingy. omg. freakin scary leh! ppl wan to scare themselves on de first dae of 2005 arh? pay so much jus to scare ur heart out?

lolx.. saw tis grp of Malay guys.. we walked pass dem den dey wen "Happie New Year!!!". i stared at dem. haha. a bit too sudden la. cos i was tokin halfway to Ro. den i was like "Oh, Happie.." n i stopped. lolx. dunno y also. den dey wen "wah...wish u happie new year, u nv wish me arh..?" n de way dey sae it..like make it sound so pitiful lor..n make those sad sad sound..damn funnie!

decided to head dwn to Mohd Sultan after tt. n guess wad? we couldnt find our way! ARGH! i cant imagine we actually sorta lost our way! lolx..how stupid are we. sigh. walked ard Clarke Quay in circles..entering all de small routes..jus couldnt seem to find it. gave up after like loitering for 3 hours? lolx. n wilson if u'r wonderin y i din tk cab, its bcos..

my fren din wan! she kept saying tt she noe de way.. all de while, she was saying "i gt tis feelin tt its somewhere here..lets walk tis direction..it has to b here.." end up. she finally gave up n we walked dwn to Checkers. ya, we WALK. lolx. my legs like gonna break liao. tink i did a lot of exercise. haha.

n Ro said "eh we walked a lot leh..i can feel my butt smaller liao..." buahaha... i wish lor. den outside thr, tis freakin asshole! -- argh..reali frighten me. he was alone. he came to me. den.. he wen "xiao jie..wo jue de ni hen mei leh..ke yi ren shi ni ma..?" OMG! i dunno y i was so scared. kp holding on to Ro's hands.

i ignored him den he followed behind..ahhh! he said "bu yao zhi yang le, wo zhi shi yao ren shi ni. My name is Matthew, tis yr 23, how bout u?" omg, i wish i can jus shout at him de f word, but errr, i was reali scared out of my wits. lolx. dunno how de hell we manage to get off. walk real fast. den Ro said " omg. look at him. i tink he is jus lookin for someone to fuck la." hmm. mayb huh? he din look drunk tho. CREEPY!

rot there. so many pple! tink all of dem go thr slack after countdwn.. Checkers must b having gd biz yest man. dey double de food prices somemore! freakin ex! Ro got an American Bacon Cheese Sandwich..i jus gt a soup. lolx. n we slacked thr all de way to 5+.. was reali tired. but we tok to each other to kp each other awake. lolx. life's weird lah.. r/s..frenship..aiya.. dunno la.. all fated one lor. dun wanna tink also.

530..we slowly walk out.. n decided to walk all de way to City Hall, cos de first train is only at 6.18am. so yea..we walk..n decided to tk bus at City Hall instead. straight bus ma. faster for us also. so yah. we made it. awake thru out. heh. got home like at 7am? de sky already so bright!! break record sia. i gt home.. tink my parents gg to wake up soon to go market. haha. couldnt acc dem today la. too tired liao. wen to my bed immediately. feels gr8 to get to slp again! lolx.. woke up at 12+..n decided to do my SPSS for my proj. n guess wad.. i cant install it! omg, gab!! shit liao.. shall c how ltr..zzz

its de beginning of de new yr..T msg me last nite.. told myself to forget him liao. PAST PAST PAST. i hope i can do it. but last nite.. i actually wanted to ask him if he did miss me. n was bout to tel him tt i miss everythg we did togeda. fr de small stuffs to de big stuffs. but i DIDNT. i dunno if its bcos i din had de courage. or prolly cos i fear de answer. i dunno. new yr..new resolutions..new beginning..

hope u all hav a new start...gambatte. :P

P.S pics wil b up later! too tired to load liao.