Tuesday. 11.16.04 7:28 pm
Something I learn..
Do not choose power over, but power with.
Do not choose fame as an end in itself, but as a means to a larger end.
Do not choose success at the expense of others, but as a tool with which to assist others.
Do not choose winning at any cost, but winning that costs nothing and even bringing gain as well.
Choose being better - but not better than others; rather, better than u were b4.
Choose having more, but only so tt u hav more to give.
There is no such thing as "better" or "worse". There is only what is -- and what you wish to be. Hot is no better than cold, up no better than down and female no better than male.
Death is not an end, but a beginning, not a horror, but a joy. It is not a closing down, but an opening up. There is no 'death'. Life goes on 4ever n ever. Life is. U simply change form.
U cannot know cold unless there is hot, up unless there is down, left unless there is right. Do not condemn the one and bless the other. To do so is to fail to understand.
Stop trying to figure out wad is "best" for you n start going wif wad feels like Who You Are.
Thoughts r not feelings; they r ideas of how u 'shld' feel. Negative feelings r thoughts about sth, based always on de previous experience of urself n others.
There is no evil. U r perfect, jus as u are. A tree is no less perfect bcos it is a seedling. A tiny infant is no less perfect than a grown-up. It is perfection itself. Bcos it cannot do a thing, does not noe a thing, tt does not make it somehow less perfect.
We r making up de rules as we go along, changing dem to fit our present reality. There is no right or wrong.
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din slp well last nite. sigh. hmm. so i woke up n read de book i bought. rather than lazing in bed rite? very chim book..im stil tryin to digest de content..
had an appt wif de Lancome manager (
i tink) at 11, so i left to Winsland House
(at Somerset). my heels wen against me - i ended up takin a cab. grrr. surprisingly, it wasnt too exp. hee. bout 5 bucks. alrite yea? got there early..lolx..
while waiting outside at de recept area, i heard an interview gg on. omg, so scary one ar? dey reali ask de ger so many Qs, den ask dem to smell tis smell tt, to test their sense of smell..cos de ger applied for de perfume job. n de interviewer look so dao..she saw me, i smiled at her, she stare at me.. -.- fine lo..bleah.
heng de person-in-charge for my job wasnt as bad as tt. she's pretty nice. she dun reali haf de 'pretty look', but got style! she sorta made me tout of de ger J likes.. de pattern a bit similar..hmm. she's pretty flexible also..yeah! so de job timing n stuff shld b negotiable la.. hope all goes well man. :)
there was stil some time left b4 i mit viv for lunch so i wen ard askin de money changer for de exchange rate. sian. so far, de highest is stil 24.15x.
met viv n ray @ Raffles for lunch. last min, Wynn called me, ask me to pei him den ok lo..so i only bought a drink. acc Viv until her lunch time over den shit...it rained! grr...rainy season! so i ran lor..no shelter..sob sob..
shopped ard in town. lolx..ended up buyin sth again. aiya, de salesger too friendly n helpful liao. she help me get tis size, tt design blah blah until i feel bad rejecting. so i bought 1 lor.. had lunch wif Wynn..at de staff canteen! -.-" wa lau, so mnay ppl staring, damn paiseh lo. n he insisted on treating..so oh well..he dunno got wad staff card, n de vendors dun accept cash one..so bleh.
i tink they shld hav a job tt is like
"Lunch partner"? lolx..im like accompanying ppl for lunch, for dinner..blah blah..whhaha...anyone wan me to eat wif dem? lolx..ok, tis is lame.
wen to Taka to walked ard after tt..was pretty sian la. all my frenz so busy now. next wk den free. den next wk i wun b in sg liao. alamak. bought a jeans fr Future State..sian, nid to alter leh..my legs soooo short! crap. :(
headed off after tt. was at de train stn reading my book
"Conversation With God" den suddenly tis guy appear fr nowhere shouted
"heh wads tt book u reading?!" i showed him den he glance a bit ..den said
" huh? wad de fuck is tis book?!" i was like..stunned? crap. tis kind of person also got. dun wan to read, also no nid to comment until lidat lo..
hmm. all wrong timing. 2 job companies cor me. one after another. now im confuse over which to choose. n i stil got de Lancome one. argh. one is even recommended by my fren one..a bit bad to reject rite? grrr...
wen for gym n sauna jus now. wooh~ finally, got time for gym again! gee. met a new fren in de sauna. she's from South Korea! nice gal. she ask me to teach her English! lolx..cos i was reading book..so ya..mayb she tinks im pro in English.. buahaha.. she told me many stuff bout Korea.. not bad to noe frens lidat huh? i miss de other lady! haven tok to her for like 3 wks liao.. tis Sat die die must go le..
argh. tml's de class chalet. was planning to go on de 2nd dae, but i forgotten tt i gotta help my frenz check in, cos i booked it! lolx
..*blur* and de bbq food catering..de timing..is like.. a period of time one..so i dunno wen it'll arrive also.. so ma fan! my plans all messed up..zzz...
go watch my show liao! buai!!
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