..not in a very gd mood today..*do not disturb*

lolx..not tt im PMS-ing. jus de usual 'down daes'. i tink i nid a mission n a vision. in my life. lolx. i dun seem to hav any direction now. i dunno whr im heading. i feel stuck in a forest. screaming for help. lookin for an exit. to breathe. to c new things. to mit new pple. to hear new views.

i was quite in a chirpy mood yest. haha. drastic change in me. bleah. had a fun tok wif babe yest. n her hunk. n her hunk's fren. lolx. tok until 3am..now im deprived of slp. haha. babe, i miss u loads! i nid ya shoulder, i tink i gonna breakdown soon. heh. i nid retail therapy too! f***! i nid de pigs! i nid YOU!

i force myself to wake up at 8..dunno y de hell i cant reali concentrate..end up din reali study..i forgotten all tt i nid to memorise for my CM, which is real bad..cos it means learning all over agaiin..wtf. like i hav so much time. i nid luck tis time. loads of luck.

i wen to check out clothes online. haha.

i like de dress n de top!




slack ard n watch tv..ended upp fallin asleep again..*oink oink* left to mit Ro for our pilates lesson. haha. but de usual happens. Ro wasnt in a gd state to go, so we din go! haha. i din mind. im ok wif it. walked down to town..

hmm got new shop at Wisma! haha. called Forever 21. concept very similar to Zara n Mango. n a bit of Topshop. gd to buy formal clothes there..not very ex also. too bad my presentation r all over..haha.

tok tok tok.. bout school..bout life..bout different pple we mit.. sigh. tts reality mah ger. gotta live wif it Ro. human beings r selfish. they wan to get wads best for dem, n feelings r secondary to dem. heck care dem la.

u noe de usual, "live a bo chap life, free of worries!" sometimes care too much, wil only make ur life more miserable. i tink our life's too short, to b bothered by all de misery. sometimes, we bring it upon ourselves u noe! im tryin to b happy go lucky, u can too! its hard, but we'll all try rite? hmm.

dun care wad they tink or sae la..jus do wad u deem right. no one can control wad u wanna do yea? u hav my support, no worries.

i tink i made my stomach worse by buyin milk tea.. i din do it on purpose seriously! i bought it already, den i told Ro " shit, there's milk in tis drink rite? omg" ! how blur can i be! sigh. wadever.. its over..

what's not urs wil nv b urs..and wads gone wil forever b gone..

P.S. Happie birthday Nic & Gab! Best Wishes yeah! :)

Ex fellow SSDC member... here.. lolx
When what youve been caught up in for such a long time now, suddenly ceases, because youve achived what you wanted.. its always more then a sense of loss. Time will tell... Sometimes when youre so caught up in emotions, you sought for, you jus dun realise. Try taking a step outta it and look ... Something, someone new will come... Meanwhile, treasure what you miss, hold it then move on.. =)
» Sharrel (203.120.68.70) on 2004-10-28 09:15:47

hey thanks for the well wishes too :) hope ur feeling better today smile~
» Koban on 2004-10-28 09:39:34

sharrel:
thanx for ya comments. yea i 'see' wad u r tellin moi..i'll treasure wad i hav now. but humans r always not contented yah? :)
» xinyi0121 on 2004-10-29 01:12:47

Hi!
Transferring all lucky power i have *zap* but...uh-oh...I need to leave some for me too!!!! cheer up girl! we all get hit with the "what am I doing with my life' bug. Well the truth is u are living it...and that's the main thing yea?
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