am i gettin old? im startin to feel tired damn easily now. sigh. im ageing..lolz.

yest was an enriching dae for me. heh. wen to de sauna in de morn den i met tis lady hu tok to me bout her life. i brought my notes there to study cos at home cant reali concentrate. bro was watchin vcds den de vol was damn loud. even wen i close my rm door, stil can hear so clearly. but nvm.

so ya, i studied while sauna-ing. lolz. den tis lady came in.. its her first time here so she was kinda puzzled bout wad to do n stuff..den we started tokin. n she suddenly teared. she's a mum of 2 kids. her daughter is noe in de U.S for an exchange prog tt de sch has sent her. its gonna b 6 mths, n i bet she misses her badly. her son is in London, takin a PhD in his last yr. wow, power rite? she told me her son is a gifted. he's already 28. so i guess she must b bout 50? but she dun look her age man. i tout she was jus like early 40s..

den i told her she shld b contented n feelin xing fu since her kids all grown up liao. n they r not de notti kind. nah, she disagreed wif me. she's sad over de fact tt her son likes de life over there, n dun intend to cum bk to Sg for gd. her daughter wil b comin bk..but only after 4 mths.. so u must b tinkin how bout her husband huh? she told me "from young, i already learnt to b independent". (so i tout she was divorced) den she said "my husband passed away at a very early age. my daughter was only 14). i saw tears in her eyes. i saw de braveness in her too. i cld sense tt she wen thru a lot.

she told me her difficulties in raising her kids. she had to play de role of both a father as well as a mother. which is of cuz tough. now tt they hav grown up, they lead their own lives n gets to choose de path they wan. she badly wanted her kids to stay wif her. she kept mentioning tt she's all alone now..i wonder if de son actually noe how she felt..? f

ortunately, she commented tt her husband is someone hu plans ahead for de future, so he left quite a huge sum of $ and CPF for her. otherwise, she wun b able to pay off all de house loans, n her kids education. :) prolly tis is wad they call, when there's sth bad, there's always sth gd behind it? bleah, i dunno.

i'm simply amazed by de strong will power she has. i bet she suffered a huge blow. jus chatted awhile..den she had to go off soon. i din noe wad i cld do to help her, i jus said "if u feel like u hav no 1 to tok to, jus cum down here n find me, i cum here every sat". i hope it made her feel better tt she aint alone. :)

i got home n studied awhile. my revision is getting nowhere. i reali cant get anythg to my head. im like wasting my time! argh. i decided to tk a nap. no not nap, its a sleep. haha.

i left to mit babe in de evening. wen down to town..babe bought an adidas cap (to act cute!). wahaha..its nice n cheap yea. n also an orange tube from Mango. heh i tink u look gorgeous in it! (u dun look fat at all, not like me) de orange makes u stand out fr de crowd! lolz.

wen down to Paragon after tt. treated her to Baker's Inn. food's not bad huh? but de service average only. :( oh, n Blush was having sale! they r moving out or sth.. den there was tis customer..hu kept insisiting to hav 2 paper bags. de salesger got kinda piss. she was like " we're already having difficulties to find paper bags to survive until at nite. we dun hav much left". kau, den de customer gave a du lan face. -.-" so greedy de meh..

after tt wen to Taka.. ooh, i got myself a Harley Davidson top! lolz. wad so hapi bout it huh? i got no idea. bleah. n a belt too. babe chose it 4 me. (thanx!!) came home wif lotsa paper bags again. haha. retail therapy. but i dun feel so shiok! there's better stuff other than shopping. jus tt i dun get de 'better stuff'! so im sighing away. yea i spend a lot. but i was feelin down so 4giv me! haha, sounds like excuse huh? bleah, wadever.

babe, u tk care yah. dun tink so much hah. told u liao, u r better off than me. mayb he'll b ur Dream Guy man.. (by den, dun 4get me hor!) n dun let ur ___ get over you! dun let things progress too fast man, im worried for u. anythg jus cor me yea? i nid ya shoulder too! argh. its so sian to get into r/s. makes me wonder wad to do. n whether wad i did was rite. fark. de feelin of being a small fry is like shit man.

got home ard 10+ n was suppose to study. but omg, i feel shag tt i wen to slp! normally, if i took a nap in de noon, i wun b able to slp at nite until very late like 2, 3am..but surprisingly last nite, i din had any problem! i'm old, im old!!!

P.S Happie 19th Birthday Jiayun! :)

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