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so today, i woke up around 3pm, awesome, had about 15 hours of sleep, yeahh bitch, eat that.

then i took a shower & picked up valerie, we went to BP, i bought us some cigarettes & i bought some pills up there, good shit i guess. i didn't take any yet, so i still don't know, but i'm jumping ahead of myself.

so i picked her up, then we went to the mall, i bought a lot of shit, didn't even get to see sarah, whatever, valerie found this hat she wanted so bad, but neither of us had any more money, so we drove back to the cape to get money, then back again. then i went to puff n stuff, got some baggies then she wanted to smoke on the beach, i was like, cool, i got some pills i think alyssa will enjoy, so shit, lets go get fucked up on the beach.

we did, then i walked into the place, sibyl saw me, damnit & jordan said there were like 10 tables on 3rd, so i wasn't gonna go up there, so i kept askin people to go get alyssa, nobody wouldddd. then me & jordan & april went outside for a smoke, wendy came outside & said she was looking for me in the bar, so i finished my cigarette, went inside, no alyssa, fuck.

then she FINALLY came down & i gave her the pills, but i didn't want to tell her what it was & it be something else, cuz they look a little different than the ones i took, so i left & i realized, i haven't even taken any of these, i just gave two lady's, pills that i don't know what the effects are, fuck! i hope they didn't take any, i'm taking some tomorrow to see what they do.

so tonight, while i'm sitting at the bar, with alyssa right next to me, i was thinking to myself, what do i see in her, why does she have this unknown power that is mysterious & attractive. what the fuck is so great about alyssa. i put a few photos of her up, in one of my other blogs & asked my friends what they thought & i suppose nobody sees what i see, i think she's breathtaking, she is a beautiful chick, she really is. i sometimes see why people don't think she looks amazing, but i also believe sometimes, her being different takes over.

ya know, i went to go look at the apartments i was going to get, said it was right off barkley, alright. i took a left on barkley, went to the information center, it's called 'The Place' then i left & went down further & there was the street 'mathew' whattt theee fuckkk, that's where alyssa lives, the one place i can get an apartment, has to be where she lives, i think either way i'll get the apartment, but i won't tell her, cuz then she'll just think i'm stalking her or some shit, i hate that. i would never try to find her apartment building or anything, that shit is creepy, who the fuck does that. i'd shoot an idiot. i mean, i know she's automatically going to think that, so i just won't let her know i got an apartment, yeah! i'm moving with a friend from NY, so that'll be fun. if i had known, the place was where she lived, i wouldn't even thought about it, but since i went there & checked out a two bedroom, i have to have it, for that price, i want it.

i love you valerie! =)