Monday. 2.6.06 10:06 pm
i'm feeling so stressed out & restless. i work 40 hours a week, if not more & it's killing me, i'm 17, kicked out of HS & have a fulltime job. my license is suspended, so i can't get that back until I am 18, which is may 9th, but it seems so far away for someone that has places to go & things to get done. i don't know where my money goes, but it needs to start makin it's way to the bank, like the good ol days when i'd check my bank balance & it'd say i have a few thousand. now i have like five cents in it, fuck.
my dad's side of the family makes me so mad sometimes.
this whole deal with alyssa, i still want her enough, but she gives me the shittiest fuckin attitude, i do everything for her. i need to stop, everytime she asks me a favor, i bow down & praise her.
i love valerie, i can't get over her, i want & feel like i need to see her everyday before i start a relationship with her.
i know i change my women like i change my underwear, i hate it. i don't mean to hurt anyone, but i just fall so quickly & i fall harder for the same person second time around. always, never fails.
yeah
Hey, I don't have AOL or AIM, but I do have hotmail. I'll send you my email address.
» DeeVeuS on 2006-02-07 11:07:02
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