Despite the 4000 word x 2 essays I have to complete by Monday and the exams around the corner I am forgetting my stressors and thinking ahead to my trip. It isnt right to be thinking about it now cuz it is such a distraction!!! I was only given a reality check this afternoon when I got with my small biz group members and realised we only have 5 days to put our assignment together. The research has been done, but my lecturer is questioning us about the viability of the business, she doesnt do this to other groups but only my group! It's not fair...cuz that means we have to come up with more proof to make our biz look like it can run in a real life market. hmmmm... we were the only group who didnt meet the distinction grade, DAMN!

I dont have any other dramas. I have kinda ignored my other group mate, the guy who was chasing me and only speak to him about work. I just dont think it will get the idea until I really get mean, mean for me is the cold shoulder..some people dont like to received the cold shoulder for me cuz it means I am annoyed and can live without talking to that person again. I know it sounds bad, but that's how I react to people. In a way, I have that attitude that I dont need anyone, well as much as they need me...how self-centred does that sound?

I having being trying hard to care less, becuz I have learnt caring at all...can make you very hurt and disappointed in the end. I am concentrating on my goals atm...and not allowing negative people to get to me. Been cooking heaps, made some oatmeal cookies today - a stress-buster task hehehe. Plus bought a beautiful art folder of 100 pgs of bright, white cartridge paper, ready to draw on! Cant wait till end of exams so I can start designing again and building my portfolio.

Hope everyone else is having a good time living life to the full. ;) Thanks for dropping by!

Where are you going for your trip?
» dave on 2006-10-18 12:34:39

The alrgest essay I've had to write was 1000. Maybe once I start taking a comp class I'll get one of those long paper assignments, and I can't wait.
» Dilated on 2006-10-19 02:54:02

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