I got the sniffles...sick again. I think I am forever sick..it is not a good thing. I have a weak body that I try and protect with vitamins and covering up with layers but still I get cold. People say that they love winter because they can keep warm easier, but I disagree. It is far easier to cool down in Summer with an icy cold drink or ice-cream, even there is a swimming pool, or a piece of paper can be turned into a fan! Whereas in Winter, you have to stay indoors to keep warm, infront of the heater, warm drink and socks. Even with those I am still cold... *sigh*

Also I have been working lots more at the Thai Rest this week and at Fresh Salad Bars...my body is tired and running low on fuel. Last night I felt like chilling out after a long day of work with my best friend Tiff. It was good, both of us went to Oriels and had a chat about a lot of things. Which I love, cuz we have not had one on one chats in a while... I find out a lot of things going on with her and she finds out with me, we surprise each other with the upsetting things that have made a big impact on us recently. But we are close friends and dont catch up very often, so we miss out on the times that we feel the most down. I wish I could be there more for my friends when they need me, but it is hard since of our schedules. It sucks!

I have been spending lots of time with Fernando, and even though I love it. I forget that I havent seen my friends the whole week or even more. Plus being sick doesnt help, dont feel like leaving my bed during times like these. Also hanging around mum a lot. She is starting to talk about her years left in this world, which really upsets me when she tells me she has 40 yrs left. It is so cruel, I want to spend so much time with her because it is very important to appreciate the parents who brought you up. It hurts me very much that the circle of life has to be this way...it's a very morbid subject, sorry guys. But I couldn't imagine without her in my life, I would really lose a big part of my identity. *sigh* Better stop talking like that, just enjoy life with my parents as it comes. :)

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