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Thursday. 9.21.06 9.10pm
mood: shit-scared
This morning when I said bye to F, as he went to work at 6:30am. I started playing my DS and then came to 7:30am I decided to snooze for an hour. What happened that was so spine-chilling was that I started to fall asleep and I conscious of it, my eyes were heavy, my body was relaxed and I was about to doze off. But then all of a sudden I had a really weird feeling...my body started to feel extra heavy and I could feel myself trying to control my sleepyness by getting myself to sleep but wake up at the same time.

It was kinda like a trance state I was in, which totally freaked me out!!!!! Then my left hand started to feel heavy, then my right, they were both resting on my stomach. They started getting pins and needles and just like dead weights I couldnt move them. I could feel myself panicking a bit, and breathed as normal. My breath soon became quicker and just harder to take air in. It was soooo terrible this feeling.

I dunno why, I could still see the ceiling of my room but blacking out at the same time. Then in my head I began saying the Hail Mary over and over again. Then I said the Our Father. Prayers which I know off by heart since I was little. I couldnt really tell whether my mouth was moving, or mumbling it. Everything was silent and all I could hear was the audio waves. Then I used all my force to wake myself up from this dream/awake state and my heart was beating quite fast. I looked at the ceiling and it was just my fan, in a shape of a cross. I was just so relieved to be out of that trance like state, it's like I didnt have full control of my motor functions.

I think I should buy a rosary or a crucifix just to make me feel better. I dunno whether it will help.It might just be my paranoia and restlessness. Not getting very good sleep lately. But I dont need this at the moment...stressed out with work already...and getting really dependent on F to stay around more.
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Oh jeez
That sounds kinda like...a medical problem? All that numbness and blacking out and stuff isn't something that you can get from paranoia and restlesness...unless you were having some kind of anxiety attack or something. Meh that's just wierd.

There have been times where after I've been laying down for awhile and I get up, I completely lose balance and my vision starts going white and I can't see anything hardly....but I've gotten used to it by now and it doesn't really freak me out. Something like that maybe? I dunno that's wierd...
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