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Tuesday. 8.15.06 11.27am
I have been having one of 'those' weeks lately, when I feel really crap and really down about life. I dunno why...it usually hits me when I least expect it. I am just not happy with everything around me. I feel like I need a change or something to happen in my life to give me a reason to keep going. I hate being like this, cuz my mood often affects others and they get all down as well. This is usually the time I am alone, with my music, with my art and at the gym.

Last night I got a bit better, as I met up with Danae, Gail, Mel, Heidi at Gelares. It was good to catch up with Heidi especially cuz she has been gone for months overseas. She still looks the same and is the same caring person who listens and does not judge. In a way she has changed, to be more open. With all the scandals that us group of girls have condured up during her absence we were scared to fill her in, as somehow we always seek her approval. Heidi is such a good person, she is a friend who makes u feel like you are a good person, no matter what you do, but still she will have her opinion on it from a catholic perspective. But friends like these help with the healing process when u are in this 'mood'.

I guess I am also a bit down cuz my parents told me they would be selling our second house (the one I am staying in) and it is all so fast! Because they would rather buy an apartment in the city for my older bro to stay. He is the oldest so he has the say of what to do next. I will move back with my parents, but I fear I will miss my private space and go mad when I do live with them! Plus it feels like I have been kicked out of my comfort zone which I love so much. I have also tried to be very tolerant of the things that don't go according to plan, for e.g. my passport. Twice my photo has been rejected! I hate that shop in the city, wasting my f*@#ing time. It's plaza arcade photos...DON'T EVER GO THERE!! STUPID SERVICE! Small things like that tick me off, that I just wanna hit something or someone!!!

Yesterday I was at work, and my friend told me that a man had committed suicide near the train station which is only 2 secs from our Fresh Salad Bars. It was a Korean man. A lady travel agent who often buys from our shop told us he had come to see her the day before to book tickets back to Korea. He could not get the flight, due to cost or seats unavailable and therefore went to the balcony above and jumped. I was sick to my stomach, cuz it was so sad to know someone killed themselves because they were feeling like life could not go on or they had no option but the worst option. Why was he so stupid? Everyone feels like that some days, he should have seeked help. Things like that make me angry, sad and frustrated...that people cannot get rid of this 'sick' feeling in their head. It can be so hard to get rid of this feeling, nothing can change the way u feel in this mood, but u just have to wait for it to pass. It is so excrutiating when u just want it to leave but it doesn't.
7 Comments.


you are not alone
i believe that this things happen to everyone. hope that you will get over this sucky feeling soon. try to do things that you enjoy. it might help. :-)
» siti84 on 2006-08-15 11:00:56

wow... u sound sooo down man... try do sumthing out of routine for a change... it might work.
» Galaxie on 2006-08-16 04:11:04

oopssy
ooppsss... its should be gal :P sorry force of habit
» Galaxie on 2006-08-16 04:14:22

People commit suicide every day. Its only the fact that it happened close to you that has made you feel upset. Dont be influenced by what others do. We all have the same amount of time in a day, and there is no way to empathize for everyone. It is good to know that anothers problems can have an effect on you but it is no good if you choose to walk the same path as someone who made the wrong decision. Maybe if people who have ended their life didnt do the job correctly and survived, they would have an incredible amount of respect for the gift they were given at birth, and choose to live their lifes to a much fuller extent than before. Herein lies the key......when you get stuck in this rut you are in, you need to realise that you still have TOTAL CONTROL over everything you do. If you need to change something, CHANGE IT. Dont be afraid of what may happen, just embrace each breath as if it were your last. Some of us have this feeling every day. Some of us will never be able to break free. Ill give you the answer : change the way you think and you can change the way you feel.
» Smurfette (203.59.50.248) on 2006-08-16 10:57:38

agree, the way you think bout things is probably one of the most significant things a human being has. a tool of either chaotic destruction or embraced harmony with life. a very fine line at that.
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