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Policies of Von-Nation
*~ Be happy, think positive, SMILE!
*~ Love simply
*~ Live the day like there is no tomorrow
*~ Live without regrets
*~ Dispose of your rubbish carefully
*~ Reduce your usage of plastic shopping bags
*~ Love the world, be charitable
*~ Respect Cross-cultural relationships
*~ Respect same-sex relationships
*~ Be kind to your family, respect ur parents
*~ Enjoy song & dance
*~ Swear till your hearts' content
*~ Love who you are and be satisfied
*~ Eat when u r hungry
*~ Money is not the most important thing
*~ Have faith in something you feel strongly about
*~ Respect all religions
*~ Don't take life so seriously
*~ Give hugs
*~ Have manners! Be polite
*~ Cherish ur group of friends
*~ Don't talk shit, get to the pt
*~ Be passionate about your job
*~ Invest in a good eye cream
*~ Don't waste food
*~ Respect elders
*~ Don't be afraid to have a say!
*~ Love animals

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Living with people
Friday. 4.14.06 6:45pm
I believe I can live without people. I do solely believe that, I do not like social situations very much, I dont like meeting new people. It has taken me some time to realise that...back when I was a teenager I was a person who only liked to be with the closest friends who I have the trust with. It is very difficult for me to gain the trust in people. So why even try in the first place to make friends?

When I entered uni 4 years ago, I broke out of my shell to become what they call a acting extrovert... I have deeply embedded introvert traits that can often become the downfall of me. But when I become an acting extrovert I am able to mingle, meet new friends and go into social situations...but still having that uncomfortable feeling in the back of my head. Often I have let my introverted characteristics take over the thoughts in my head...it rules the many steps and decisions I have in life and it can be detrimental.

I read my diary of when I was 15, I was so angry all the time...but I was very quiet and nice, polite on the outside. I could not express my emotions. I would have big out bursts when people came to annoy me. I hated social situations because I always felt I had to try hard to fit in. I hated people who I loved because they would not understand when I am in one of those phases...and I would not speak to them for days. I regret the times when I make my feelings known...because it always lead to someone being hurt. I think I should just steer away from the public and just keep to myself...it is the only way to keep them and myself safe.

Now I think those moods and deep introverted feelings are becoming me...it is me...I will have to learn how to control them, vent them in a logical way. I realised it was also killing me in my job, when I was asked to social situations I would feel awkward but went with the flow to put up an "act". I hate pretending to be something I am not.

Maybe everyone should just stay away from me when I am angry, because I can be destructive! I have put thought into investing into a punching bag or meditation to calm myself...let's just call it anger management for introverts. hehe. Where we dont have to say anything but just punch the sh*t out of something to release the tension.
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