mood: i talk shit..

Why does life have to throw us around like ragdolls? Why can't humans live their lives continously happy? Why must there be ups and downs, therefore sufferage? Do people really believe if you do good on this earth that when you pass onto the next life, God will accept you into his kingdom and promise 'no more suffurage'??? Hmmm...it's all too complicated. I guess like what my friend amy was saying in her blog, why do students in HK take their lives by jumping off a building? Just because they don't meet some sort of standard? It's all too sad to think that is a cause to take one's own life...

I just received a message from my friend in friendster, he is going through a hard time with life throwing him all these obstacles. I remember during those times when you feel like you have nobody and you the thought of losing the most important things to you hurts the most. You tend to question why is life so hard? And then in the end, when you at your most helpless you call to God. Even though there is so specific evidence that he exists...we still call for him at our most painful and frustrating moments. Why is that? By placing all your hope on the 'unknown' gives a sense of peace in our darkest hour?

I wish we could all be happy all of the time, to love simply, to laugh everyday, to have friends who will be there always and to enjoy the simple tasks we do. I could say I am happy now... because I don't wish for anything else...of anybody or anything. :)

But then I think again, am I putting up a wall of happiness to avoids all other things bothering me? It is difficult to tell when a person is down unless they are the type to show it freely. Most of the time people will pretend everything is ok, in order to KEEP ORDER in their lives. Maybe they are trying to fool the 'divine' from sending them insane.

Life doesn't need to be that complicated...I believe it is all about your level of thinking, if you think philosophically you could be leading a depressing life! hehe! Becuz the more you think, the more you are aware of...the more scarier life will become and eat u up inside. As long as you keep cool, calm and collected you can embrace life and not take it too seriously. Best term to use in a time of crisis "Shit happens".. hehehehe...sorry to leave on such a note, but I hope it lightened the topic. ;)

I noee!! I can't wait till christmas!!! yayuh! xo, Sha~Sha

» Sha_Sha on 2004-12-12 10:45:12

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