Monday. 4.16.12 12:05 pm
I don't know if I blogged about this before and some part of this, I may be paranoid but I think this particular colleague is trying to make me jealous for ignoring her.
I am kind of an insomniac tonight, I know I'll sleep but it'll be fleeting so I might as well blog.
Anyway, you all know that I'm having some kind of problem with my colleagues, not that I'm trying to pick a fight but sometimes it is them who is trying to pick a fight. You know how I said that they don't get English jokes and so they know they don't get it and yet they want to make comments like "See, she's laughing on her own again" or "she does it so often, just laughing at her phone/the computer". WTF really? You already established and proven your point that you don't get my humour and I have a "low humour level" so fuck off and leave me to laugh all I want the fuck alone. And it's not like I'm doing my usual loud laugh, mostly sniggering. So what's your problem?
That is one and the other is let's call her clingy at work. You all know how I don't like clingy people who throws their problems at me, right? This one is exactly it. "I have to go do something but order lunch for me, anything but pork" or "I need to go renew my parking shit, please go with me". Really? Do you need to be that needy? Broad daylight in a busy office area and you're afraid to do things on your own? Oh and this person is like 27 or somewhere there! And she has that tendency to ask the stupidest question like if she sees a deformed lady begging she'd ask "Why is she that way?" and the obvious answer that I want give is "I don't know, ask God when you go to Church this weekend". Which I don't because I'm supposed to be nice to these poor things. Yes, if I am to be nice to these people then I have no right to whine about it so I will try to not do either one. Today she asked me if Double Taxation Agreements apply for individual taxpayers. I was very tempted to tell her "Nope, it doesn't. Neither does the Income Tax Act". Pure stupidity.
Anyway, this person is the person I said is trying to make me jealous. Because we were kinda like "buddy buddy" before she turns into such an emotional leech, and I just completely stopped talking to her one day because I just cannot take it anymore, she decided to get close to Ms I-dun-geddit. Nickname for one of the people mentioned in paragraph 3. Anyway, Ms I-dun-geddit and Clingy at work are like all laughing loudly, flirting slaps on the arm, plans outside of work.. I mean by all means go ahead and do all that because I don't need you in my life but quit trying so hard to make it seem all rosy and shit because if it is, you won't be turning to me to ask them stupid questions. It really turns on my bitch mode and make me want to make her jealous too, which is easy because clingy at work has serious self-esteem issues. I want Kaichou to show up at the office one day, and I'm thinking that I should do things that I have never dared to do with him (because it'd compromise our friendship) just to piss her off.
Clingy at work is like so desperate for attention and she kinda got friendzoned by someone she is in love with for quite sometime. She's hoping that it will work. Me on the other hand, if I really want a boyfriend, I would've already have 5 exes but I have my standards. I don't simply go for any guy and I don't do people who makes me want to shoot them point blank. You don't hold a candle to me. Okay out of topic.
People should be careful of the kind of fires they light; light up one of my bitch fires and you might just burn yourself. Also, if you want to make me jealous, first you have to get onto my level and then make me feel threatened.
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