Friday. 10.7.11 12:26 pm
Add one to the list of regrets that I have in life.
Add one to the list of lies that I say to get myself out of things that I don't want to do.
Add one to the list of people that I use in the above lies.
Add one to the list of things that I have done / Minus one from the list of things that one should do at least once in your life.
What have I done today? I spontaneously decided to dress up and crash a certain "ball". I swear it is more like High School Prom... I was just at my company's dinner last Friday and I was subconsciously comparing the two hotels and I have to say that despite the more awesome lucky draw prizes, service and everything else, KL Hilton wins.
It was lame (the ball).. and despite knowing that I didn't want to drink or even club this weekend, I don't know why I decided to go..... When the time comes for clubbing... Well, I'm generally in a good mood so I don't like drinking or the loud music in the clubs. So I lied... Not that I'm feeling bad about lying.. I am so used to it because my friends just don't take no for an answer and when it comes to that impasse between me and them, I'm the one that usually have to back down because it's me against them. Honestly, I hate it when it is me against the world.
So despite being really happy for most of today, going to this ball actually ruined my mood. It made me realise how I have outgrown these stuff and what is important to me is not what deemed to be important for people my age. I feel suffocated and it's sad that people don't see that. Sigh..
Anyway, that's all folks... I hope I didn't jinxed Sunday by saying it out loud. It's not like I don't want to go out with them, they just have the wrong timing most of the time.
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