Monday. 9.26.11 9:58 am
My life seem to have gotten more complicated as of late and it is mostly because I don't know how this person has gotten so lodged into my life, I cannot find a way to get 'em out without feeling ungreatful and that I've lost a wonderful, wonderful friend.
I would really like to ask God, if there is a God, why the hell did you put this person in my life? I'm not trying to blame everyone else but me because I do think I am to blame for something (my lack of "balls" when it matters, really). While I want this to be clear cut, I don't want to just throw it out the window because I know I will not help but care.
Today I added a co-worker into my Facebook and then I realised that I might have some explanations to do if the co-worker puts two and two together, which I really don't want to. I'm lucky enough to be able to keep this at arm's length at work and I want it to remain this way. So I went and used someone else's deactivated account to check things out and I breathed a sigh of relief. This person, is still quite private in a way. I think I'll be able to get away with it for a little while more. Phew!
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