Monday. 10.18.10 9:14 am
It was only last Wednesday night that I decided to be patient, go with the flow and ride things out... because my tarots ask me to be patient.. and within that weekend itself.. I lost it.. sorta...
Oh my, I really have no patience... especially with the unknown.. I guess all the instability in the past few years have gotten to me. I will be patiently waiting.. I said that I will and I will. After all the encouragement, if I am not patient, it's a waste of effort, isn't it?
After all, that person who came up with "You must have this virtue, or else how are you going to be able to meticulously plan the demise of all who have wronged you in life and pin it on your best friend??" put a lot of thought into it... I guess.. I don't know... at this point, it is best not to question that.
And.. since there aren't going to much difference to what I do everyday while waiting for things to happen, I guess i shall do what it is best to keep a smile on my face.. but not get carried away with it because then I'd be digging my own grave if what I thought will happen do not.
So this makes me feel better and makes it easier for me to do what I should be doing right now and that is studying..
Happy days, people!
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