Wednesday. 10.15.08 3:08 am
I have more dreams of things I've done in the past. Nothing criminal or against the law, just the sport and the people. It wasn't that long ago that I dreamt about being able to do things that I could not do in the past. I dreamt about it again last night. It has a nice feeling of being acomplished yet I wonder why am I dreaming about it, after all these years, now? I never regretted giving up. I feel better even after giving up since I had no future in the sport anyway. The coach gave my chance to someone else whom she thought is more worthy whilst I get higher marks in competitions than her.
I wonder if these dreams of the past has anything to do with my recent contacts with people whom I've never seen for a couple of years. People who popped up in my other blog just to say "hi". There is this... friend? I never really got angry at her for doing what she did to me. I never found out why she did it nor why I didn't hate her for all my life. The funny thing is that I could even defend her when she was under attack by cowards who dare not even to use their real names when they were calling her a bitch, hypocrite and backstabber on her cbox. I don't know why I could still be nice towards her.. What is it that she has that I don't yet I want? Or is it the symphaty which is causing me to be so nice to her?
I'm astonished by the things I do and the dreams I dream sometimes..
mm.. maybe you feel something is missing in ur life. » renaye
on 2008-10-15 10:24:19
perhaps mayb its the sense of achievement that u're lookin for right now n those dream might jst work to motivate u?
sometimes ppl in ur pass appear in ur present time , it might make ya reminisce bout old times, to me its jst a cycle. havin empathy is good, not ppl are like that these days » AlexisNg
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