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Wednesday. 10.1.08 6:16 am
I’m bored, I need my fix, need to try harder in pushing unpleasant thoughts away, need to try to finish my assignments as I planned to, need to stop thinking.

I’m having nightmares since I’m home. Unpleasant things are popping up in my dreams; it is like experiencing them when I’m awake is not bad enough. Go away! How I wish some people would stop blaming me for their own defects, as if I’m the cause if their faults. Not my fault! You don’t even realise that you’re being cheated and you refuse to listen to others. Awesome isn’t it?

Thanks for ruining my holiday so far, I will lock myself in my room, appear offline to those on my MSN messenger, and force myself to finish my assignments. I will be blind to whatever you do, I no longer will care, no longer will say anything. Stay out of my business if you want me to stay out of yours.

Allow me to continue brooding on my own, laugh like a maniac on my own, talk to myself on my own and seem like some crazy person.

Now that I've finished this post... I'm feeling deja vu... did I do this before? I might after all, I need to start filling this blog with more happier post. I am sick of being miserable because of the people around me.
6 Comments.


luckily i have been dreaming of leng chai these few days. i dreamed of eiji wentz ... jun matsumoto and lam fung... who else should i dream next..
» renaye on 2008-10-01 08:52:25

=( It's amazing how people can totally ruin a day. I hope yours get better soon!!!
» foolishgames on 2008-10-01 09:13:36

Thanks :) It's one of my fave songs
» foolishgames on 2008-10-02 11:18:23

dont take it so hard there, some ppl jst love to put the blame on others so that they will feel much better but in real fact , its jst a defense mechanism for some , so take it easy there alright? jst gotta learn to shut them off. its not easy but its not impossible
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