Thursday. 5.21.09 10:40 pm
why is it that people don't realise what they had to begin with until they have lost it? why does everyone always complain and whinge. why isn't anybody satisfied with what they have? if i stop treating him the way i use to, if i stop putting in as much effort as i use to, will he realise the things i did all along for him and stop complaining already? i hate this. its been over a year and a half and we still fight so much. one of my friends told me that this is only the beginning of a long relationship. boy, to be honest, these 19 months have been so tiring and long i feel like ive aged 10 years! it isnt supposed to be like this, is it? do i deserve better?
somebody tell me.
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Thursday. 11.26.09 12:16 am
mum and sister went overseas to visit grandma and for a holiday... before they left, we were happily writing lists of things we wanted them to buy... but now that thye're not here, its quiet and I feel lonely despite the fact I still have my bro and dad around.. I hardly talk to dad and my bro is 8 yrs younger. I didn't think I'd miss them so much to the point that I'd cry, but I did.
They'll be home in another 27 days, but each day passes by so slowly it depresses me.
I feel sort of stupid lol.
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Wednesday. 1.21.09 9:07 pm
