Speak to My Finger

I'm not trying to discriminate male but I think some guys out there are really stupid and unreliable. Why??? Yea because one guy made me mad at 12 a.m. I was playing game while watching tv as usual and my ex-schoolmate and ex-admirer of mine greeted me via MSN Messenger. I of course replied him with sarcasm because he told me once before that he only says hi to me when he is bored in his hotel room. Hey .. do you think I'm a fluorescent light that you switch on whenever you like? And then for the second or third time he asked me "So have you got yourself a bf?". As usual I feed him "Of course ... so many .. which one you want to know?" He replied "The one you can kiss and hold hands with." My mind went on a rampage. If he were in front of me...I would run over him like a bull elephant.

Actually what really made me was the incident on last Saturday: my god-damn stalker called me at 9.59 a.m. just to ask me if I have been 'taken' by any guys. I made the same crude joke like I did to my senpai... his replied was the same. You called me so bloody earlier just to check on me whether I have been taken? Who the heck are you? Even my mum never asked me if I'm seeing anyone at the moment. Even if yes, I told her to shut up for good. And then I realised I was being too nice to this stalker and decided to end it once for all by telling him IT'S NONE OF UR BIZNES OF MY PRIVATE LIFE... Why the hell he found back my number in the first place? OMG. And then he keeps on saying I need a guy to take care of me? Oh really??? When I asked you for help with my sales ... you turned back on me. What? Just because I'm not 'yours' yet? Who cares? Who cares to have you as a boyfriend when you can't even help a friend?

This is really killing me. Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I don't need to work hard to find money because simply I'm indispensable - yea 'cause girls are just an accessory to guys right? What? You mean it's wrong to be rich individually? A girl has to combine her wealth with her husband? Or correctly her husband's wealth is her wealth? Who the hell enacted that thinking as a law? Oh yea ... this reminded me of someone who often reads my blog... who always says "I (renaye) don't need money.. I don't think you need money?" If I don't need money ... who the hell is going to pay my health insurance?

I'm very bad tempered when comes to the topic of "Why renaye got no bf". That's because I don't want to have a boyfriend because many guys I met are dumb and dorks and worse still IDIOTS. Do you want a bf that tells you you cannot mix with other guys because I have strong jealousy to contain?

Damn ... where's my invisible potion??!!

Whoah whoah whoah... Cool renaye cool.
Ignore these people.... They are too damn selfish...

Hope I'm not one of the "many guys I met are dumb and dorks and worse still IDIOTS."
» Xboyz on 2007-10-22 01:40:57

I wonder if saying that you're homo will ward them away? just curious.
anyway, I dont see a point of having a boyfriend. I see many people in my college who's boyfriends take their stuff for them, pay for their food and drive them everywhere. Is that what boyfriends are for? If it is, than I don't want one. I rather do all those myself.
» Nuttz on 2007-10-22 05:00:16

Lol Nuttz, so men are basically pack animals? It makes sense why they'd be moronic then.

It's really a shame: it seems that either guys just have no clue when you like them and when you don't. I think it's because they don't confer with their girlfriends. And even if they do confer with their buddies, chances are, the other guys around them just... haven't been paying attention to who likes who.

::hands renaye an invisibility potion::
» jinyu on 2007-10-22 11:10:40

guy r stupid... what to do.... (no offence la guy) just what i think of u nia...

like my office.. all occupied by girls.. where is the man??? got only 3 i think...

» jolenesiah on 2007-10-24 08:13:51

no problem, hope you get some use out of the link. and yes, some guys really are jerks. but don't give up hope - you'll find the one for you :)
» adreen on 2007-10-24 07:57:28

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