Speak to My Finger

Here's something I did on impulse today that is get a psychic to do a reading for myself in a very long period. Nowadays I don't really do so because I feel they don't give me any added value. It's just like I am paying to have a good listener and then when time is up they will just say bye ... so eager to leave the conversation with easy money which many I came across this is true! So because of this experience, it's 9 out of 10, I have ensure my own service gives people some assistance that they can take home and take action (if they want to). That would be more practical because otherwise all these psychics should just say 'I am a psychic listener and will give some psychic advises if I still have time left, so type it all out as fast as you can or until the time goes dry'. It's sickening actually when you want advices also not just a good listener and this also explains why I never put a cap onto the timing of my service. When a person is in pain, you don't tell the person "ok just be in pain for like 5 minutes, I got a baby to feed." Seriously. When the person in pain, there's no expiry timing. And if it's overboard I just try to bring back to reality with some steps that can improve the situation. That's more harsh isn't it?

Anyways, that's all for my service advertisement. If you ever want a good listener and neutral and some universe-tuning-advice, call me. I can offer these three in my session. =P

Back to my experience just now. I know this psychic has a lot of testimony and all are of positive ones. I decided to try because I had a screaming row with my mother in the wee morning. And when I came to office I almost did what I wish... So I want to know what's those shit about and ... I can guarantee you I type more than the psychic. The funniest thing is I was asked to see another kind of psychic in the middle of the session. Because my mind was not working well, I would have asked for refund since she was indicating she could be of no help. Mental note = not going to her anymore no matter how accurate she is. Yes, she was accurate in picking up people but that's the past and does not help in my situation when I want to know how I can move on. Not accurately describing my family personality would be of help. It's just minor to understand how broken I am and how much repair is destroyed in just 1 hour this morning.

After the session, I just feel such a waste of money for a psychic reading. Why not? It's in USD and I don't feel it was well spent. She was a good listener but I felt I paid her to listen to me. Of course I could not get her to diagnose me and give me a diagnosis but it was more mentally "why did you do it again?!" Like she said I should go to a counselor which I have done and they replied IT'S MY FAULT. They were more judgmental.

So that's why I am more quiet as of now. I don't really ask for help now... I don't really talk about my problems to others because they are not listening... they are just creating content for others by listening to me. Well, to describe that will be they left me when I need them the most but expect me to be there for them when they need me. I am not doing the favour anymore. They left me so I will just leave them too.

So I have to remind myself again not to find a psychic reader anymore. Why waste the money when I can use that very amount to pay a photographer for my upcoming trip. I am seriously. No wonder that Japanese guy is making so much by just listening!!!! I should too since the psychic even say I am a calm listener!!! Give me the money!! Maybe I can do that when I want to stay in Japan for a month or more.

If you want to find a psychic reader, let me just tell you that it's the same as finding a doctor or a sales person that fulfill your need. Don't ever measure by asking how accurate they are. It's rather how skillful they are in counseling you. Do the clients feel 'hey I think I can do it even though it's scary' or 'OMG.. she is so accurate but... how come I feel so empty at the same time?' Ask yourself that very questions.