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Schedule
Spring Semester 2010:

* Teaching: Fundamentals of Microbiology - MW 12:00-2:40p
Medical Microbiology - TR 2:00-3:15p
Colloquium in Cell and Molecular Biology - R 3:30-4:30p
Thesis Research - Identification of T Cell Subsets and Immune Response in Colon Cancer Using Immunofluorescence - FOREVER AND EVER
Old Journal Entries
Or rather, entries from the old journal, as it were...

- An open letter to the College. (August 27, 2006)
- Untitled. (July 16, 2006)
- Haunted (Part One) (May 29, 2006)
- Are we growing up, or just going down? (May 3, 2006)
- I had a dream... (March 19, 2006)
- ... (March 14, 2006)
- Enjoy it while it lasts. (September 12, 2005)
- Scene: 3:27 AM. (September 3, 2005)
- Untitled. (July 26, 2005)

Psst... if you're looking for the academic writings I used to have here, head to my Reading Room.
Rented DVDs
Netflix

- The Rage in Placid Lake (2003)
- Son of Rambow (2007)
- 大紅燈籠高高掛 / D� H�ng Dēngl�ng Gāogāo Gu� [Raise the Red Lantern] (1991)
- Au revoir, les enfants (1987)
- Chalk (2006)
- Le Samoura� (1967)
- Empire Records (1995)
- The Bank Job (2008)
- Le Quatre cents coups [The 400 Blows] (1959)
- Love and Other Disasters (2006)
- Friends and Family (2001)
- Sugar [unrated] (2004)
- The Curiosity of Chance (2006)
- Blade Runner: The Final Cut (1982)
- Wristcutters: A Love Story (2006)
- Death Note [anime] (2006)
- Battle Royale (2000)
- Le scaphandre et le papillon [The Diving Bell and the Butterfly] (2007)
- Extras, Series 2 (2005)
- Extras, Series 1 (2005)
- Shelter (2007)
- Metropolis (1927)
- Cashback (2006)
- Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay [Unrated] (2008)
- The Catherine Tate Show, Series 2 (2005)
- The Catherine Tate Show, Series 1 (2004)



Blockbuster

- Tokyo monogatari [Tokyo Story] (1953)
- Akira (1988)
- Habuah [The Bubble] (2006)
- Prime Suspect 4, including:
    - The Lost Child (1995)
    - Inner Circles (1995)
    - Scent of Darkness (1995)
- Like Minds [USA: Murderous Intent] (2006)
- La Strada (1954)
- Black Orpheus (1959)
- Le Notti di Cabiria [Nights of Cabiria] (1957)
- Cleo de cinq a sept [Cleo from 5 to 7] (1962)
- Det Sjunde Inseglet [The Seventh Seal] (1957)
- Prime Suspect 3 (1994)
- Funny Face (1957)
- Lalechet Al Ha'mayim [Walk on Water] (2004)
- Charade (1963)
- Yossi & Jagger (2002)
- Mists of Avalon (2001)
- Blow Up (1966)
The *New* Reading List
Since June 2006...

- A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers
- High Fidelity by Nick Hornby
- Travesties by Tom Stoppard
- The Way of the Shaman by Michael Harner
- The Tao of Pooh by Benjamin Hoff
- Nervous Conditions by Tsitsi Dangarembga
- The History Boys by Alan Bennett
- The Dark Child by Camara Laye
- Movie-Made America by Robert Sklar
- Diary by Chuck Palahniuk
- Rant: An Oral Biography of Buster Casey by Chuck Palahniuk
- Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut
- The Dead Emcee Scrolls by Saul Williams [61.3%]
- Atonement by Ian McEwan
- Junk Science: An Overdue Indictment of Government, Industry, and Faith Groups that Twist Science for Their Own Gain by Dan Agin, Ph.D. [64.4%]
- So Yesterday by Scott Westerfield
- Lucky Wander Boy by D.B. Weiss
- The Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien
- Doctor Who: The Key to Time: A Year-by-Year Record by Peter Haining
- Why Buffy Matters: The Art of Buffy the Vampire Slayer by Rhonda Wilcox
- When You Are Engulfed in Flames by David Sedaris
- The Road by Cormac McCarthy
- 1984 by George Orwell [18.8%]
- Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan
- Intuition by Allegra Goodman
- V for Vendetta by Alan Moore and David Lloyd (Yes, I realize it's a graphic novel but it still fucking counts!)
ClustrMap
So THAT'S where all the people reading this come from...
Out of the fire and into the frying pan.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 9:05 pm
I left San Diego to escape the drama, and of course I come home to a bunch of drama as well.

And now that I'm back in San Diego, I'm hearing that you're on a fucking bender and that all that shit you fed me about how you only do stuff "in moderation" was a lie because you can't handle all that coke at once, you asshole. Not when you visibly lose weight in the 2 weeks since I've seen you last. Not when you're blowing off your friends, your own fucking twin brother.

It hurts me to think that there's something out there causing you to go on this fucking binge, and I wish you trusted me enough to tell me what the fuck is going on. Because truth be told, it's not the drugs that scare me. Hey, man, I like that shit, too. I know that sometimes you need to blow off steam, that sometimes you need to get away from the world. I've been there. But it's the excess that frightens the shit out of me. It's the thought of you going into this fucking tailspin. It's the thought that maybe there isn't anything I can do and I have to sit by helplessly while you try to chemically escape.

But the worst part is, I don't know how to even bring this up with you.

I don't know if I will be able to look at your face tomorrow and not feel like someone has reached into my gut and pulled out my entrails.

I don't even know what to fucking say.

It would be so much easier if I didn't care. If I could write you off and be like, Well, if he wants to go ahead and fuck himself over, that's cool. But with you, I can't be apathetic. Not anymore.

Because I fucking love you, I was fucking in love with you, and now out of love, I am fucking angry. I am fucking concerned. I am fucking scared.
2 Comments.


Duuuude! You have to just ask him if something is wrong! "Are you doing ok, man? I'm a little worried about you."

Understanding friends = his anti-drug
» Zanzibar on 2009-06-15 09:19:49

Mmm. Leaving town and coming back to drama is always delicious. Like pie.

I would definitely take the Zanzi approach, the "uh, what's going on, you seem... out of it" sort of thing.

Then again, some people are "you're worried? like hell you're worried" and throw themselves at their vice even harder and shut you out.
» ikimashokie on 2009-06-15 09:54:50

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