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Schedule
Spring Semester 2010:

* Teaching: Fundamentals of Microbiology - MW 12:00-2:40p
Medical Microbiology - TR 2:00-3:15p
Colloquium in Cell and Molecular Biology - R 3:30-4:30p
Thesis Research - Identification of T Cell Subsets and Immune Response in Colon Cancer Using Immunofluorescence - FOREVER AND EVER
Old Journal Entries
Or rather, entries from the old journal, as it were...

- An open letter to the College. (August 27, 2006)
- Untitled. (July 16, 2006)
- Haunted (Part One) (May 29, 2006)
- Are we growing up, or just going down? (May 3, 2006)
- I had a dream... (March 19, 2006)
- ... (March 14, 2006)
- Enjoy it while it lasts. (September 12, 2005)
- Scene: 3:27 AM. (September 3, 2005)
- Untitled. (July 26, 2005)

Psst... if you're looking for the academic writings I used to have here, head to my Reading Room.
Rented DVDs
Netflix

- The Rage in Placid Lake (2003)
- Son of Rambow (2007)
- 大紅燈籠高高掛 / D� H�ng Dēngl�ng Gāogāo Gu� [Raise the Red Lantern] (1991)
- Au revoir, les enfants (1987)
- Chalk (2006)
- Le Samoura� (1967)
- Empire Records (1995)
- The Bank Job (2008)
- Le Quatre cents coups [The 400 Blows] (1959)
- Love and Other Disasters (2006)
- Friends and Family (2001)
- Sugar [unrated] (2004)
- The Curiosity of Chance (2006)
- Blade Runner: The Final Cut (1982)
- Wristcutters: A Love Story (2006)
- Death Note [anime] (2006)
- Battle Royale (2000)
- Le scaphandre et le papillon [The Diving Bell and the Butterfly] (2007)
- Extras, Series 2 (2005)
- Extras, Series 1 (2005)
- Shelter (2007)
- Metropolis (1927)
- Cashback (2006)
- Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay [Unrated] (2008)
- The Catherine Tate Show, Series 2 (2005)
- The Catherine Tate Show, Series 1 (2004)



Blockbuster

- Tokyo monogatari [Tokyo Story] (1953)
- Akira (1988)
- Habuah [The Bubble] (2006)
- Prime Suspect 4, including:
    - The Lost Child (1995)
    - Inner Circles (1995)
    - Scent of Darkness (1995)
- Like Minds [USA: Murderous Intent] (2006)
- La Strada (1954)
- Black Orpheus (1959)
- Le Notti di Cabiria [Nights of Cabiria] (1957)
- Cleo de cinq a sept [Cleo from 5 to 7] (1962)
- Det Sjunde Inseglet [The Seventh Seal] (1957)
- Prime Suspect 3 (1994)
- Funny Face (1957)
- Lalechet Al Ha'mayim [Walk on Water] (2004)
- Charade (1963)
- Yossi & Jagger (2002)
- Mists of Avalon (2001)
- Blow Up (1966)
The *New* Reading List
Since June 2006...

- A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers
- High Fidelity by Nick Hornby
- Travesties by Tom Stoppard
- The Way of the Shaman by Michael Harner
- The Tao of Pooh by Benjamin Hoff
- Nervous Conditions by Tsitsi Dangarembga
- The History Boys by Alan Bennett
- The Dark Child by Camara Laye
- Movie-Made America by Robert Sklar
- Diary by Chuck Palahniuk
- Rant: An Oral Biography of Buster Casey by Chuck Palahniuk
- Galapagos by Kurt Vonnegut
- The Dead Emcee Scrolls by Saul Williams [61.3%]
- Atonement by Ian McEwan
- Junk Science: An Overdue Indictment of Government, Industry, and Faith Groups that Twist Science for Their Own Gain by Dan Agin, Ph.D. [64.4%]
- So Yesterday by Scott Westerfield
- Lucky Wander Boy by D.B. Weiss
- The Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien
- Doctor Who: The Key to Time: A Year-by-Year Record by Peter Haining
- Why Buffy Matters: The Art of Buffy the Vampire Slayer by Rhonda Wilcox
- When You Are Engulfed in Flames by David Sedaris
- The Road by Cormac McCarthy
- 1984 by George Orwell [18.8%]
- Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan
- Intuition by Allegra Goodman
- V for Vendetta by Alan Moore and David Lloyd (Yes, I realize it's a graphic novel but it still fucking counts!)
ClustrMap
So THAT'S where all the people reading this come from...
A tear-filled prelude to a final farewell.
Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 11:38 pm
At my grandmother's memorial service, I was called upon to represent the grandchildren by giving a eulogy. I managed to get through it without completely losing it, but as soon as I got off, I cried hard and then blew a blood vessel in my nose. It didn't stop bleeding for about 10-15 minutes...

What follows is the original text of my short eulogy, with several ad-libs as faithfully recorded as I could remember:

In this day and age, it's a miracle to have two, loving parents raising you growing up. I was fortunate enough to have two grandparents as well to help raise me when my parents had to go to work during the day so we could make ends meet.

When you're five years old and you're driven to your grandmother's house at 5:00 in the morning, huddled inside a wrapped-up blanket in the backseat of a car with spotty heating at best, so that your parents could work all day long, you never think for one single minute--among all the feedings and the supervision and the words of encouragement and the inevitable punishments that follow your misdeeds--that one day your grandmother would be gone.

When you start to grow older and begin to come to terms with the sometimes-harsh realities of life, in your naivete, you still refuse to believe that one day, your grandmother won't be there to greet you--smile on her face and ready to offer you whatever food she had--as you walk into that house where you practically grew up for visits that become less and less frequent with every passing year.

When you've finally become an adult and you learn that your grandmother--the strong, proud woman who helped to raise you--has cancer, you STILL naively expect that you have an eternity to spend with her--even though you have extensively studied the molecular biology of cancer, even though you sat for hours next to her dehydrated and malnourished body in the dark and dreary hospital room, even though you know in your head that it is inevitable that she should die but your heart is in denial...

But in a way, your heart is right.

Because in your heart, she is alive forever, and she is smiling and laughing, admonishing you when you are doing something you ought not to do and encouraging you when you do what you know deep in your soul you want to do. She is there. Until the end of time.

Mama, thank you for everything. I miss you and I love you. Forever.


Tomorrow, we bury her. We finally say goodbye.

Only not really.
2 Comments.


thats really beautiful...it almost made me cry.
» invisibleinkling on 2007-07-14 08:35:28

me too
» Zanzibar on 2007-07-15 10:30:59

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