Sunday. 12.4.05 8:20 pm
yeah...its really fucking cold right now. i probably should be working on one of the papers i have due soon but..i just dont feel like it so its not gonna happen. yeah...im pretty pissed right now. there are a few people that i would like to go off and kill themselves because it would make my life a lot less dramatic. today is one of those days when you sit down and suddenly you have this HUGE urdge to scream, yeah...you know, life never used to be so fucking hard what the hell happened. i havent written in this thing in so long...o well, whatever i have better things to do then to take time and write my life down for the entire world to read. yeah...fuck this
Yeah I had one of those days
I just sat down and had an uncontrollable urge to scream at the top of my lungs. Instead, I just got off the stove (it was red hot). Just playin'. Really, this is a piece of advice that took me a while to understand, but once I did, my entire life changed: Only YOU can make yourself happy. Life is only as hard as you put it on yourself. When I first heard those statements I was all "Yeah, whatever man." I fiqured that advice only applies to a certian situation, and couldn't possibly apply to mine. But I was sooooo wrong. Hope this helps, if not now, then later for sure! » DeeVeuS
on 2005-12-05 11:38:02
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