God i did absolutley nothing today, i didnt even get out of my pj's. Well i actually made these muffin things, they are really good, who would have guessed that i could bake/cook! Caught up on some sleep though, thats good i really needed to get some. I makes me sad that J moved, i need to get his new number now, i need to get Destiny's too now that i think of it. Blah, people are stuk in my mind, well actually one one person. Just keep kinda thinking back, god i had fun with him. Too bad i cant get enough guts to call him, thats weird for me, never had that problem with calling a guy before. probably just because i know him so damn well i know what he would say and i dont even want to go there again...anywho that will be a private entry later. Listening to Lamb of God, anrgy music calms me down, my mom thinks that im fucking defective cuz of that. But whatever if im all pissed or whatnot put on some angry music and rock out. On the 15th it will be 7 months since i quit smoking, it seems liek its been SOO much longer. I just want to get my 250 bucks buy some Newports and smoke the whole pack. I probably shouldnt start up again but its such a habit. I was in the car the other day and i started to get into my purse to get one, havent done that in awhile. Im so used to just lighting one up even after almost 7 months. I ran out of coke (soda people) today, makes me sad, no caffine. I was just thinking (amazing right??) about Kurt Cobain and i was wondering what he would be like if he was still alive...he'd probably be so burnt out. He was so sad, there's a book that is just his journals and i read it and god he hated being famous. Anywho...i have to go and check my email and everything. Look Skyler, its you!!

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