This is so messed up
Sunday. 2.1.09 3:39 pm
I'm so anxious. The only time I calm down is when I force myself to read Watchmen (it's actually a really well down graphic novel), and doing that too long gives me a headache.
The worst part is that my nuTang isn't really private anymore. Sure, I can PWP some entries, but that seems kind of obvious. "Here's an entry I don't want you to read, Haha!" A while ago, I didn't care what I wrote here. On some level, it's because you guys aren't total strangers, anymore. But really it's because I've invited friends. People who know me, people who judge me.
People who don't need to know me that well.
I still have my little red notebook in my backpack, though that isn't as fun or accessible. It's mostly for school-related rants, too. It's a back-up, I suppose.
Incidentally, recently I was writing angrily in it and this girl who sits next to me was, I think, reading over my shoulder. That was a bad morning, and I was short on patience. I don't even think I finished what I was writing, I just closed it, put it back in my pack, and stared until she looked away.
The day later improved, but that's beside the point.
Actually, it's ALL beside the point, because now that I'm sitting here, I'm not sure what I would say, anyway. I guess my little red book is the best, after all.
im sorry that you feel that your nutang isnt as private anymore..... and im also sorry if im one of the people who you think dont need to know u well........
i like reading your blog because it makes me think it also makes me laugh alot and idk i kinda miss the way we were friends when we were younger so i guess i see this as another way to see whats up with u and not lose touch....
» Ruby-in-slippers on 2009-02-01 07:13:43
By setting up a blog you're kind of declaring that everyone on the internet can read what you write. Sad fact of the internet in some cases.
» randomjunk on 2009-02-01 09:28:52
haha thank you for stalking permission :p
mom says "HI STEVIE!!!!" lol
tell ur mom and bro i said hi
» Ruby-in-slippers on 2009-02-01 11:49:23
well that's just boring, if it's a movie ad. :(
» ikimashokie on 2009-02-02 06:29:19
I figured those were just stock photos of ... stockiness. It didn't make sense to me that some "save humanity!" company would be advertising a lottery on myspace...
» ikimashokie on 2009-02-02 06:33:43
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