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Another Breakup
Monday. 1.9.06 9:38 pm
In 3 years. i must be on a roll.
The first time...actually, im not sure i know what happened the first time. it wasn't as bad as this though....
i thought she really cared for me. what do I know about real love, a noob 14 year old? Still. She gave me notes, candy, more attention than i could bear. I was too stupid, to above it all, to return the favor. she did try, but she got tired of trying rite when i got more into her. I Still Haven't even given her the christmas present...how totally lame am i?
but i put more effort into it. i tried talking to her more, but it always fizzled out. i senced an end, but i thought it'd be more direct. Today she gives me a note, and runs.
Now i feel like crap, even after it's all done. im trying to feel like crap, so nobody try undepressing me. i want to be more emotional, for next time.
God knows i could use it

Edit 1-10-2006
haha, i gave her the present.

damn................. things like that can suck and be really rough...

if ya need undepressing, U kno where 2 find me at
» CPKviperpheonix on 2006-01-09 10:16:21

Stay away from females.....we are evil. Vote for me, Warrior Katsuvius!
» KatnicityAnnToTheMax on 2006-01-09 11:00:54

Okay, I won't try to undepress you...
So I'll give you a loving bitch slap. Dude, dude, duuuuuude. Your entire attitude is one that is geared towards failure. If you stay on this track, you'll find yourself 40, overweight, bald and alone wondering why nothing goes your way. Trust me. "she did try, but she got tired of trying rite when i got more into her." Alarm bells are going off in my head. Word of advice, whenever you pursue a girl, she runs away. The more you try to please her, make her happy, the more that you be "nice" and be the shoulder to cry on, the more she'll disrespect you on a intimate relationship level (this even applies to people who were married for years!!). I don't have time to get into the psychology of it, so I'll just say that at first I didn't believe this either. Until I realized that every failure with every girl I knew, I did one of those things, just like you did to lose this girl. Now you believe that your lame because of the aftermath. Let me tell you, you ARE lame. Your lame because YOU already accepted yourself as lame. It's a hard concept to wrap your head around, but the fact is... you are what you think you are and people treat you according to your own self-image and confidence. To truly grasp that belief takes a lot of understanding... so just hold on to that one until you do get it. It could be years, but once you truly understand it, the whole world becomes your playground. You can do ANYTHING (within reason) and get away with it... meaning you can do anything and everything you can to make yourself happy. Whether that be you have sex with multiple partners every week, or that you have one very exceptional girl (which are very rare) that you enjoy being around for the long-term, (or any life goal, for that matter) whatever... you become the cause of any desire you have, not an effect. You start to make things happen in life and it's a very powerful feeling. It's like you know that you can get anyone to do anything for you, there's no such things as obstacles in your way of happiness. Wow, this is long, but I feel that if I knew this at your age, I'd be so far in life right now, way further than where I am now. If you have ANY girl troubles (or any other troubles at all) feel free to give me a shout. I've been there, done that (I came from a totally different place than where I am now) and have a lot of wisdom to share that would be very beneficial to you. L8er. Dude.
» DeeVeuS on 2006-01-10 09:41:09

Hey middaymoon, how are you doing? You asked my to explain my esoteric entry, so I'll just say that I've been writing this one particular story... off and on since I was in 7th grade, really, and Jasper and Dakar are the main characters. Back in the day, when I first made up their personalities, I figured Jasper was more like me and I just invented Dakar. But now I'm thinking it's the other way around. haha. Incidentally Dakar is the name of the capital of Senegal. Haha, you're clock makes me aware of how much time I've just spent surfing the web so maybe I should stop. I'm sorry to hear about your breakup. :( When I was 14 and I wrote a boy a note, all I ever wanted was for him to write me a note back, ANY note. Actually, I still do, haha, but I just don't write as many notes. But 14 year old girls are kind of dumb and lame, so they make the mistake of smothering boys with attention. Actually, all girls are kind of dumb and lame, but so are boys... that's why we get along so well. I think your idea of putting more into it sounds nice, despite what DeeVeuS says.
» Zanzibar on 2006-01-10 02:57:00

ok, yes...
no undepressing, but another bitch slap. yes, you need to be nice to her, also, be polite. let her go in front of you, hold open doors sounds cheesey, sounds weird but trust me im a girl i would know. hold her hand, hug her put your arm around her in the theatre (or w/e). all the simple things matter. sooo, she gave you notes and candy...ever return the favor? ok....im done
» orjustnoone on 2006-01-10 04:15:28

well, im glad so many care.
but really, this post was just an outlet. after a good night's sleep, i feel very much more clear headed

on the positive side, im free again! :-P
» middaymoon on 2006-01-10 04:17:54

Poor Acorn Boy...
Yeah, if you don't be careful...your life will sag away into the abyss...lol jk. You're a bright person (I think) so I'm sure the future hold a lot for you, so don't get down from "n00b" love. haha -Lamar...bar
» bilingual on 2006-01-10 06:32:11

ahh u and lyssaa...dnt worry. crap im tired. i dont what to say, im just commentin cuz u told me 2..lol. cya
» AJ ( on 2006-01-11 04:51:18

"Will u write loud..." lmao
» AJ ( on 2006-01-11 04:52:22

for future reference
» orjustnoone on 2006-01-11 05:25:01

My layout..
Yes, of course I made it myself! In the training course to work at the Picalladin Labs, we had to learn and be proficient with CSS.
» Yenamaboya on 2006-01-11 05:45:32

i never got tyered of writing you i would have written you until i died i broke up with you because i thought that you didnt want to be with me and i didnt want to have that feeling in my eyes that is the most depressing feeling in the world and i do care for you and you know that and i wrote you a note and gave t to you and ran because i didnt think i could handel breaking up with you face to face i KNEW i couldnt do it and to tht person who wrote tht really long thing w/ the bich slap and all well i didnt run away i welcomed him with open arms it just must be the girls u have been with i wouldnt do that to him because i loved him! and i may not look hurt but i really am and i read this post and i thought i was gunna cry and to that guy again u had NO idea how much i loved him and how much i felt for him HE doesnt even know!! kthanks thts all i'm emotionaly up for right now bye!
» Lyss ( on 2006-01-14 08:38:39

actually i dont think he cares that much. he was willing to catch the effing flu for me...(long story)...ahh yes, dreaded quizes. i hate them with a passion but there 25% of my grade in most of my classes so i really dont have a choice but to pass.
» orjustnoone on 2006-01-15 10:47:29

I see, I see
I forgot. This is puppy love. Man, Midday, consider yourself lucky you don't have to worry about more complex relationships yet, just enjoy this little ride while you can. You should read my entries, Observations on Dating 1-3. Those will help you in the long run. Read 'em now, or regret it 10 years from now. Your choice.
» DeeVeuS on 2006-01-16 03:45:07

Whoa. :O
What's this? Stevie's #7 on the site? Congrats.
» bilingual on 2006-01-16 06:19:40

I am a she :) sorry about the break-up. I'm willing to listen if you need to vent or anything. Take good care of yourself!
» lhory on 2006-01-17 12:48:45

I argree with DeeVeus wait till your older its 10x as worse .. i know..
» viNNie on 2006-01-17 01:25:52



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