dunno where to start

trains were jammed this and yest morning! jamed for 20 min yest and 40 min today. as a result i was late for work for both days! geez! was fuming when i reached the office.

demoralised and stressed. dunno issit i'm not suited for my current job. dun see any future and dun learn much from my job. i always tell pple, all i've learnt at this job is to type faster. hate pple asking me what i've learnt.

if i pit the sgx job against this merrill one, essentially, the basis for the jobs are the same, as in, to me its just a job. but sgx's gives me exposure and merrill's gives me experience points to keep score for future interviews.

i guess i'll have to tough it out, no point me working at merrill for so short a time. doesn't count for much. geez.

can't wait for my mentor to go back to his night desk. he's annoying the bloody shite out of me. in fact, he's annoying the everyone, except his buddy, the boss. tale-teller and bo liao arsehole.

haiz. and apparently, he's been telling boss i can't make it. so he gets to keep coming and do nothing mostly except slack and go for lunch. and boss is under th impression i'm pretty much a failure. with this kind of record i dun know if i should stay with merrill. coz even if i do, their references for me would have definately sucked.

i admit i did make mistakes, but the thing is that he tends to magnify my mistakes to the boss.

haiz
dilemma.

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