started to think abt stuff...along the lines of:"if i die"

call me morbid. i dun give a damn.

everyone is always whining abt "Life Sucks"... it just slips out of ya lips, barely part of ya consciousness.

crossing the street with the green man shining. and you start thinking abt ya exams coming up. "life sucks" u say. and WHAM! u got hit by a car. so there you go, your last conscious thot - Life sucks.

seems ike some dramatic irony shit when u look at it like you are seeing things thru a glass window. but if YOU are the person hit. is that what you want your last thot to be? not when ya gf/bf held ya hand? not when u created some excuse for a party? not when u were happy?

high high atop a building coz Life Sucks you say and jump.

foaming at the mouth due to overdose coz Life sucks

i dun wanna die thinking my life is one long (or short) screwed up tv serial that someone decided to pull the plug on.

am i supposed to go slow and smell the flowers?

or

should i experience everything there is w my limited time on earth?

tell me.

if i die. i want my funeral/wake to be super simple. cry if anyone wants to, at home. dun cry in front of me.

That is a very, very good question. All my life, I've wanted to travel around the world so I can experience so many different things. I don't want to feel like I've missed out on anything. I'm a completist. However, at the same time, you can spend your life doing one thing really well and still feel complete. It's just your personal preference. I think you just need to keep travelling until you've found a flower that smells really good. Then you can slow down.
» le_battement on 2005-03-13 10:55:21

words that made me bleed..
while readin ur blog my nose bled. am i too sensitive to your morbid thoughts? dun wry i wun cry at ur wake.. though i am ur SIS.. and as u know.. i am superly emotional.. i might just go and have a holiday ard the globe with my friends, scattering ur ashes ard so tt u will be everywhere i go and everywhere every1 goes.. nt bad huh.. thank me~
» merrick on 2005-03-13 12:01:32

innocence.. lols
and i din log in to ur account.. haha.. was wonderin why they din ask me to put my name..
» merrick on 2005-03-13 12:02:31

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» merrick on 2005-03-14 06:56:53

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