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Lyndee-Ness


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Age. 38
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Sunday. 1.22.12 10:15 am
Since I skipped a whole year of nutang I have a few things I feel I should catch up on so it can be mentioned later and looking through my old LJ I realize 2011 was really a crazy year and I didn't even post there about a lot of it. Here goes my last year in summary:

1. SK (Mentioned in the last few blogs before I came back) and I actually haven't spoken since the last blog I posted about our situation. I guess I really knew where we were headed.

2. My Mimi died. I spoke of it once in passing on here but not really. Technically it happened towards the end of 2010 but I just refused to deal with it or accept or acknowledge it. She actually asked me to kill her about 3 weeks before she died in a brief moment of being lucid after a horrific seizure and small stroke in her bathroom. It kind of f-d me up but it made her death easier for me to handle because I know she was ready. Still, I had a very hard time through most of last year because of it. I'm honestly still not to great at dealing with it and it's the one thing that will make me cry. She was the best person I have ever known. RIP Mimi




3. My TMJ went insane and they tried a bunch of meds on me one of which literally made me insane. I've had some oral surgery which helped alleviate some of the issues that made it flare up and it's not so bad anymore. I also don't have any wisdom teeth anymore.

4. I got really into being fit and healthy and even wore a bikini! I was forever awkward, wore huge bulky cover-ups 95% of the time BUT I wore it and I felt as comfortable as someone as awkward as me could ever feel. One of my friends even got a picture of it, the only photo of me in a swimsuit in years. Clearly I was unaware until it was facebook though lol.


5. Ok this is random and not important but I read it in my old LJ and it made me giggle and I hope at least one nutanger is sick enough to enjoy the humor in it as well. When I had all the mouth surgery and dental work I had an allergic reaction to the topical they use and it made chunks of my inner mouth flesh fall and peel off. Apparently while heavily medicated I found this hysterical and kept making zombie jokes and noises while pulling my flesh off and showing it to the husband and babysitter. Lol.

6. We filed bankruptcy. Our historical home should have never passed the inspection but we didn't contest it when it did so we couldn't do anything about it or sale it so we really had no choice. I love being back in the city though and we live in the heart of downtown too which really suits us. We also went about 6 months without a car and it was pretty easy. We still walk most everywhere, or did until it got all below freezing on me. That's why I have a car, because I hate cold.

7. My running started causing me massive pain and it turned out I had a non-cancerous tumor in my uterus and when I was running it was actually bouncing and pulling and that's why it hurt. It took my doctor nearly 5 visits to actually listen to me and the second she did she found it. I ended up having it removed a couple months ago and I'm very grateful for that to have been such a relatively easy situation.

8. I started drawing, painting, sewing and overall creating again.It's been really good for me.

9. I re-enrolled in college. I'm actually doing really good so far, but we'll see how that goes. I'm not positive of my major yet either aside from something art related. I originally wanted to do anthropology but it's not easy to find a job with it, much less a good job with good pay and not a lot of required travel. I'm still figuring it all out but at least I'm getting the basics out of the way while I do it.

10. I started working on a relationship with my dad. It's still in the works but it's a step in the right direction. I still think his girlfriend is a really bad person though.

11. I got to visit MS multiple times and I even was able to make a trip to Jackson and see all my childhood friends for the first time in years. It was so awesome and very much needed.

12. I fell asleep at a redlight long enough for a stranger to park his car, walk into the intersection and tap on my window to wake me up. It was possibly the scariest moment of my life.

13. Marc and I made the decision for him to get a vasectomy. I wanted to get permanent birth control but I can't find a doctor willing to do it because I'm under 30.

14. Sammy had to be put down. That dog was my original child and he spent his last year with my Mimi on her deathbed and I will be forever grateful for the comfort he brought her in her final moments. I know it broke my g-dads heart though because they held onto one another in the months after her death and then he had to be put down. RIP Sammy <3


15. Miles had Pneumonia multiple times and had to use his nebulizer regularly again. Thankfully he hasn't needed it in months now.

16. We had a huge falling out with the majority of Marc's family. It has been a difficult situation for us but we know we did what we had to do and it was for the best. More info on that to come very soon because of the 2 letters we got in the mail yesterday...

I guess that's the majority of it. I had some other things go on too but those will be discussed when I can deal with it and in a password entry. I will try not to hold anything back from anything nutangers but I don't like the idea of anyone on the net being able to read all my personal business. I know that doesn't seem like a summary but it was actually really shortened.
4 Comments.


I got the material from Jo-Ann's Fabrics.

Also, it seems like you've been through a lot of... not great stuff in the past year. :/ I'm sorry to hear about all that. You look good in a bikini, though!
» randomjunk on 2012-01-22 01:41:19

Wow. That's pretty intense...

Yeah I feel fine still, so I guess I'm too awesome to get sick!

Parkour is sort of a sport and sort of an artform. The post on Zanzibar's site has a really good video. Basically, it's being able to move unhindered over any sort of terrain, which means a lot of climbing, jumping, and flipping. :P
» middaymoon on 2012-01-22 06:21:03

Doctors are supposed to be there for their patients! It is mind-boggling that it took you several tries just to get your doctor to look for something. We know our bodies, and it's SCARY when we known something's wrong! Yeee.

The tooth thing made me wince, right up until you said the zombie thing, and then I had a really loud laugh about it. Good grief, what a fantastic reaction.

Also, I'm really sorry about all the stuff that went on while you were away. It sounds like it's been a trying year for you.

RJ's right, though, take that bikini shot as a victory. Little victories keep us going, right? :D
» Unicornasaurus on 2012-01-22 06:53:57

sorry to hear of the ups and downs in ur life. but somehow isn't it great to be still alive?

my doctor would not even entertain me if i told them to remove my ovaries because i don't want to have kids. the doctors will be counselling me for like 30 minutes that i will want kids in the future so the decision i make now will make me regret. sometimes i want to ask them back who is going to get pregnant .. me or them?

RYC: hopefully my friends r thinking of me. yes the jollibee's icon is the jolly bee.

» renaye on 2012-01-23 10:03:28

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