watching: The News
mood: Blah

Ugh. Something has felt kind of off the past few days with me. I'm sure it's partially that I've been sick and probably PMSing, but that's not it alone. I am SOOO READY for summer to be here. I've been outside pretty much all weekend enjoying the hints of summer I've been so blessed to have, it really couldn't have come at a better time.

I have been feeling kind of lonely lately, I have 3 best friends and one of them lives in seattle, one of them works / is a student / is married with a 4 year old / still has a social life, and the other one works really odd hours and all the time and lives 30 minutes away. Then there is the whole drama with 2 other girls I honestly belived were my friends...

I totally saw it coming from one of them for awhile beforehand but the other was a pretty big shock and I saw both of them more than I did any of my other friends. The drama with them was soooooo stupid too. I swear to God, I literally feel like screaming how immature, un-fair, illogical and downright mean they are into their faces. But then that would make me just like them and that is the last thing I want. And don't led me mislead anyone, this has been probably the most passive aggressive drama in all history of girl drama. A few non-swearing, non-insulting, rather "grown-up" like sentences were exhanged in text and then we just simply never spoke again. One of them posted some status updates that I knew were directed towards me so I blocked them and everyone they knew (which also ensured my "fuckk off, I'm sick of your bully shit" message got across) and that was that. I'm still pissed though. I know I shouldn't let myself be and that lets them win but whatever, I'm only human and I have feelings and they're hurt.

Lesson Learned I suppose. Well that felt a lot better lol. Now if only my cold and over-all ickiness would feel better, I'd be set.

re:
I just stared at him blankly for a millisecond or so, and then said,"Uh...yes."

Hahah
» Mockiller on 2010-03-09 10:38:44

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Get well soon!
» Mockiller on 2010-03-09 10:39:07

Get to feeling better!
The weather around here has been teasing us for a few days of LOVELY weather. And now it's all rainy and there are rumors of snow this weekend??
I just want to wear sandals again!! :/
» invisible on 2010-03-10 12:49:42

it's always better to get stuff like this out in the open!

This will suck now, but it will lead to you being a better person in the long run, that much is certain.

Also, nerdery is always welcome on my blog!

Feel better!
» Dormanium on 2010-03-10 04:18:30

Feel better!
Oh, drama. Don't worry, everyone has their share :/ and now you're past it, so you can only go up! :D

And thanks for your recipe offers, I certainly wouldn't mind you don't! I just love food, it doesn't matter where it's from or where it originated ;)
» bluetopaz on 2010-03-13 11:13:43

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