I finally finished reading Harry Potter (it took me longer than I wanted) and all in all, I think it was a good book. Great way to finish out the series of books...that's all I'm gonna say.

UMMMM...I really don't have a whole lot to say other than on Friday, I spoke with my manager about my disgust with working where I am right now and I was seriously contemplating quitting period. She asked me if it was me just quitting because I didn't want to work at all or quitting because I didn't want to work for our company. I told her that it was specifically for our company. I shouldn't have to wake up in the morning dreading going to work. Sometimes I sit at work and want to get up and leave and not come back. Sometimes I just wish to die altogether that way I don't have to ever go back to work. They're horrible feelings and I don't want to feel that way, but I told her that that was how I felt...

She was telling me that they moved the girl that was working in my area to another area in accounting because she didn't want to see her just up and quit because they noticed that she was unhappy. I told her why is it that I'm unhappy yet I won't ever get moved somewhere else in the department. I get to stay where I'm at because I'm unhappy. I don't think it's fair at all...

In other news, I made a trip to the emergency room last night...again. This was for my reoccurring back pain that will not go away. It started last night at about 2am and I got up and took some percocet hoping to make it go away and it just ended up making it worse. I couldn't even get up it hurt so bad. I didn't want to go to the ER, but it was so excruciating, I could not stand it. We went there and I was in the little hospital gown and they came in and talked to me about some random stuff and they told me they'd probably get me started on an IV in a little bit, but to wait for the doctor. She leaves, I'm telling Brian that I feel like I'm going to throw up (I've been saying this for about an hour already). Well, 5 minutes later, I end up throwing up EVERYTHING in the trash. The minute I threw up and got rid of everything, I immediately felt 100% better. The first time I went to the ER for this, they gave me a CT scan and found nothing wrong...the second time I went, they did a CT scan and a chest x-ray and found nothing wrong. Both times, they sent me home with vicodin...I don't want to be hooked on oxycodone, so I never filled the last prescription. This time, they think that we've been going on the wrong track the whole time...I may have severe acid reflux and that can cause severe back pain. I had to drink some cocktail of liquid lidocaine, maalox and something else before I left the hospital. It tasted like SHIT. I have a prescription for prevacid now...so we'll see how that works. If the prevacid works, then he said that I could take some over the counter antacids like Zantac or crap like that.

UGH...busy times.

Greg and I might go to Elitch's tomorrow with Melissa (pyrogrrl12), but it all depends on how her dad is doing. Greg and I could do without going to Elitch's, but it would be fun to see him riding on the rides...OH, Elith's is what we call Elitch Gardens (which used to be a Six Flags...and before it was a Six Flags, it was Elitch Gardens and it was located somewhere else other than downtown)...

Your company kind of sucks.... But... No actually you know I hate it when people say life isn't fair, even though it seems that way sometimes. I'll just cut it to "life sucks".

Another trip to the hospital, another chance at curing your problem, I guess...
» randomjunk on 2007-07-29 02:59:46

wow, that's a whole lot of meds that I would definately not be taking. lqtm. isn't that how it always works when it comes to puking? you either take meds and it feels better or you puke and it feels better ... its a good thing you feel better now.
I got my copy of HP7 yesterday and I'm only up to chapter 6. I'll be getting much farther tonight though; I'm not trying to finish another book
» LostSoul13 on 2007-07-29 03:09:23

That's so unfair.. Why did they change her out and not you? And to quote my previous English teacher, "life is never fair".

I heard that there are people who don't agree on the ending of Harry Potter, but I like it too.. though it's really a pity certain people have to die..

I hope the meds work for you.. it sucks to be back in the ER for the same problem again.
» Nuttz on 2007-07-29 07:37:07

do u visit a chiropractor?
» renaye on 2007-07-29 09:20:45

Hmmm what you described in the first paragraph is word-for-word how I feel at my job. I constantly feel like walking out. And when I realize that I MUST find the time to get another job first...I contemplate driving my car into one of the retaining walls on the way home. Who should live this way? No one. And my $9/hour sure as hell doesn't justify feeling that way.
» etheracide on 2007-07-29 11:17:33

Hospital trips are no fun. I'm sorry that you had to go through that...
» alexsedotcx on 2007-07-30 01:33:42

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