I was so good at getting a daily post up right in the morning, but eh...screw that. Today was different.

I woke up again at 5am! Damn internal alarm clock. I don't know if it's because I've got the heat on at my house and I'm just warm/hot or something in the middle of the night, but it's been a consistant thing the last two nights. I don't mind because when I eventually wake up to go to work, I feel more refreshed and not completely, HORRIBLY, tired.

It was cold again this morning (big surprise)...one more day of this chilly weather and it's supposed to heat back up in the 60's. I was reminiscing with my mom yesterday about when she was out in Denver last October and even though I didn't remember that it snowed, she remembered that it did snow when she was out here. Go figure...then I totally remembered because my friend was also visiting from Washington and she was like "OMG...this is probably the only time I'm going to see the snow for the entire year!" My poor mom had to drive all the way back from Denver to Seattle too...I can't remember if it snowed all the way through Wyoming or not, but eh...she had a 4x4 car...she could make it.

Other than that...nothing too exciting with me. The same usual stress about how I'm going to pay my bills (why do I have so many bills that are due on the 15th of the month?) with the no money that I have...lol...I wish I could get a second job, but honestly...I thought being upfront about my pregnancy and attempting to get a job in the field would be the right thing to do, but it didn't work. I applied for this job in the accounting department at my friend's work (at the time...she doesn't work there anymore) and I told them I was pregnant...would they have a problem with that. They said no...so, since I had interviewed there before, they had my resumè on file and they said they would look at it. I get this wonderful e-mail about 3 days later that stated that I was not the type of person they were looking for because I didn't have enough "phone skills." I'm thinking to myself...phone skills, eh? I used to work in a call center, customer service is basically my middle name, I talk on the phone all day at work as it is right now...what the hell? You know...she could have at least looked at my resume and made up some other excuse other than phone skills. She basically gave away that she never even looked at my resumè...pissed me off. She should have just come out front and told me she didn't want to hire me because I was pregnant. I would have accepted that over the lame excuse she gave me.

We'll see what I can do after the baby's here...maybe I'll be able to get something in the field, but at the same time...I don't want to do that either. I might just wait until Brian can get something stable making buttloads of money...and then go looking for something else for myself. If he can get a job in his field like he's practicing to do, it might be doable, ya know...who knows...who knows.

Either way, after the baby's here...both of our piddly paychecks are all going to that baby...I hope he's happy about it...lol

theyre predicting snow here friday...FRIDAY!!!
im not ready!
» invisibleinkling on 2006-10-11 06:20:19

Man! I hate fall in California... one day it's freezing and the next it's freakin' 80 degrees out and you're wearing five layers... wish it was cold like your weather...
» randomjunk on 2006-10-11 08:00:19

Oh yes, yes it is. :D

He's probably like twenty years older than me but not like I care.... Heheh...
» randomjunk on 2006-10-11 08:23:12

1975?!?!?!??!?! :0 Wow he IS old.
» randomjunk on 2006-10-11 08:29:37

Thank you!
for the comment, I'm still trying to get the hang of this! lol, I love the fact that you are supporting breast cancer
» jlo10314 on 2006-10-12 12:24:33

It makes me sick every time I think about it. I'd like to kick him in the head then throw him off a bridge. Bet he wouldn't like that very well. When I watched it on the news I got that lump in my throat and had to give my 2 dogs some lovings. I hope the judge nails him with the 4 years.... Take care
» Princess_00 on 2006-10-12 12:39:40

=/
Ah, i know stressful the funny part about it was he was like " yeah shes fine she just got up and walked home and didnt want to go to the hospital cause she was embarresed!" I was like wow.. lol I'd so have a lawsuit =p
» jlo10314 on 2006-10-12 01:34:59

erm. =[
oh my
a hit an run, thats terrible!

I'm not to clear on what happend to his mom because he didn't really say much but it was most likely a hit an run = /


» jlo10314 on 2006-10-12 01:48:01

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