I should change name.
Because if you search me up, there are some negatives.

I need to improve my life.
And I want to be able to meet him freely.
I am ashamed with my environment.

I want to drive soon.
I want to then find a stable job.
I want to pay up debts.
I want to move out.
Then I want to hang out with him.
I want to get to know him.

I will not let my guard off this time.
I know this guy more than the last.

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So I got to see him again.

He held my hands.
I let it go. Then again, and I let him.
He pulls me closer to him and hugged me.

I played with his hair.
It felt so right. Like the old days, haha.

Then...
"So tell me, what did you two do?"
"Did he touch you? Did you touch?"
"So you've done things you regret huh?"

Yupper. Xin loi.
"I love you, but I can't live life with you knowing that."
And I don't blame him.
But sometimes I do.

If only he didn't let me go... I'd wouldn't fall this hard.
I've made too many mistakes already. And I'm only 18.

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I feel like I've out-grown myself in many aspects.
I remember being able to post anything online.
Now, I can't do that.

Sometime things are better off left alone.
Yes, I miss him. I feel like I'm missing my half, the other half of my life.

I'm trying so hard right now to be happy.
I really want to do something with my life.
I've gotten over that "empty" feeling, but it would nice to see him again.
I wouldn't mind being his friend. Or even more than friends.

But I know he felt insulted.
Now that he knows how being insulted feels;

Minh lam lay tu dau nhe anh? (VIET: Can we start anew?)

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