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jinyu
Age. 37
Gender. Female
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Location Denver, CO
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Sprocket's Training Milestones
Came home (Aug 2, 2014)
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Slept 4 hours straight (night) (Aug 5-6, 2014)
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7/3/13 - 8
7/4/13 - 30
7/5/13 - 36
7/10/13 - 54
7/11/13 - 57
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More Tales From Shangrila
Saturday. 2.12.11 7:11 pm
"AFFORDABLE BREAST IMPLANTS!" my spam inbox said brightly. I admit it was an improvement over the 'erectile dysfunction' emails. Yet, even as a smile rippled across my face, it suddenly occurred to me that 'breast implants', did not sound as absurd as they once did.

Sometimes, when I make a birthday suit run to my mirrored closet, I think about what it would be like to have a little surgery. Here we go: a little bigger boobs here, a little less tush there, botox on the forehead to get rid of the head wrinkles and the stretch marks. It is hard not to think that way in Shangrila.

You see, in my world no one who looks anything like me is over 40. You get the sinking impression that no one but Koreans get old and when they do, they are all ancient, pushing around little baskets, shuffling and bent at the waist. Not only that, but Korean or Foreign, it seems like every woman is hot.

Then there is me. Somehow I must have passed the photograph test, but I admit, it probably had a lot to do with the fact that I got my hair done the same day I got the photos taken. My boobs, which I thought until recently were definitely "B"s turn out to be "A"s and that realization does not come with having a suitably proportional waif weight-class. This means, while not exactly mannish, my figure has sort of the vague impression of a tool, ergonomically tightened at the middle for better gripping.

Meanwhile, hanging in the air between all of us is that never ending question (quite suited for the Valentine's season), "Are you with anybody", to which my answer is a confident, although faked, "Nah, not, yet."

So how do I feel? Incomplete, overworked, stressed and somehow happy. It's true, I'm not perfect, but I was not exactly made that way. So, while I would not mind having the body of a playboy pinup, I really have no desire to do the things required of me to get it. Despite all my of my insecurities, I kind of like myself, just the way I am.
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That's kind of the way I feel about myself too. I've been told I'm "well-proportioned," and sometimes I agree, sometimes I don't. (Mostly don't?)

If you can feel good about yourself underneath the worries, though, that's more than a lot of people can say, and I think that's what counts.
» randomjunk on 2011-02-12 08:54:25

Not to sound creepy or anything, but your body is definitely curvy in all the right places. And dude, your boobs are huge! Do you remember your pink prom dress? Your sexy red dress? Yes? I rest my case.

You clearly need to come back to America and also to remember the immortal words of Kid Rock: "Skinny models? You can keep those, I like corn-fed midwestern hoes."
I repeat this wise phrase to myself whenever I want to feel good.

And remember, Valentine's Day isn't just about love--- it's about giving cheap paper crap to your friends and neighbors and eating large amounts of chocolate! You should get your kiddies to make valentine's shoe-boxes. :P
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