listening to: Ed Sheeran - +

New love interests.

Soft kisses at a park under the stars.

Falling asleep to lovely music.

Mostly Ed Sheeran's music, cuz why not?

Deleting all your pictures of your ex and his family from your phone. And his contact info.

Just generally moving on.

It's nice.

I mean, not everyone goes through a breakup that lands them in the hospital... but I did. It sucked. It's been like a month. But I'm happy now. I feel like myself again. It's nice. Art is consuming my life. I'm trying to start writing more. I just have the hardest time appreciating what I write. I always consider it total bullshit that an 8th grader wrote. But I'm writing nonetheless.

Barley Casserole is what's for dinner, in case you were wondering. It's a really yummy meal and goes great with VEGGIES! YUMMY!! I like veggies. I'm loaded up on vegan foods right now so I can actually have options to eat that won't make me feel like crap. :) YAY.

I also get to see Ian tonight. I'm pretty much looking forward to that the most.

Ok, so fun fact... I find that when I have a new relationship blossoming or whatever you wanna call it, I eat way healthier and actually become far more successful at my fitness and weight loss goals. Reason? Really good mood and wanting to be in my best shape when I see him. I mean, I know a lot of guys might not be into super muscular legs, but that's what I've got and I'm gonna work that angle the best I can. Cuz they're impressive. I never did gymnastics but you'd never know that from my physique. But yeah enough about my powerhouse legs hahaha.
There's a really annoying gnat in my house.

My hamster is still adorable AF.

Tonight is gonna be good. I avoided all foods that cause me farts so I won't embarrass myself with that again. (Queen of farting at inopportune times, present.)

But, yeah. Everyone, please welcome back the real Natalie.

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