Thursday. 1.5.12 10:54 pm
So I found out tonight that my mom and her boyfriend of three-ish years (the first and second years were somewhat on and off, the third was pretty solid considering he lived with us), and it kind of feels like a divorce.
Obviously it isn't, because they were never married in the first place. But I liked him. And I liked his daughter. I liked finally having a "younger sister" to talk to about things. And now our little family image that we've painted is fading.
I can't say I didn't see it coming, though. My mom's been really depressed lately, ESPECIALLY since Christmas and the New Year just ended. And things with them just haven't gotten any better. Constant fighting isn't healthy for any of us.
I honestly don't know how I feel about it. I don't want him to go, but I also don't want to keep seeing my mom become more and more numb and frustrated each day.
I don't know why I wrote this. I wanted to tell it to an anonymous audience, and of course unicornasaurus, but she already knew.
ANYWAYS ON TO OTHER THINGS THAT AREN'T OVERLY PERSONAL AND SLIGHTLY DEPRESSING
I ordered a bunch of stupid overpriced soaps from Lush that I'm really excited about. I've already used my Butterball bath bomb, my exfoliating porridge soap and my creamy vanilla in the mist soap. Never in my life have I been so excited about bathing.
I ALSO ordered a PillowPet set. If you ordered a regular sized pillow pet, you got a free pillow pet pee-wee. I ordered the panda pillow pet. So excited. But of COURSE they won't be delivered until two days after I go back to school -.- oh well, at least I go home on the weekends to work.
I also bought a few books for my Nook. I bought the Boy in the Striped Pajamas, The Hunger Games trilogy, The Maze Runner, and I feel like I bought something else but I forgot what it was. Anyways, I'm super excited to read these books. But I'm currently towards the end of Eldest from the Eragon series, and I'd like to finish that series before starting a new book.
So yeah, that's my life right now. School starts Monday. Can't complain, I'm ready to go back. Good luck to everyone who is going back to school or work on Monday!
Aww. That's really sad. :C
It seems so arbitrary to lose a little sister because your mom and her boyfriend can't get along, but I guess life itself is arbitrary. And it sounds like this will be much better for your mom. What is the Maze Runner about? That sounds interesting.
» Zanzibar on 2012-01-07 05:50:45
though u might not see ur lil sis again, u still can keep in touch with her. if it's a reciprocal feeling, ur lil sis may also feel sad to lose an older sister.
haha.. i used to be crazy over lush products. seeing their facial mask especially the choc makes me wanna eat them. bwahhaha. i like their charcoal facial wash.
» renaye on 2012-01-07 07:17:21
I just recently learned about lush and its AMAZING!!!!!! I love their black face soap.
I'm sorry o hear about the break up :( But, it may be what is best for your mothers happiness. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt to keep in touch with his daughter either. You guys could still be freinds.
» Midnight on 2012-01-10 09:14:04
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