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Tuesday. 11.20.07 3:35 am
Sigh, I am very depressed lately. Yeah, i know i should rejoice after i finish my exams but i can't. I have no idea, maybe it's some kind of post-exam stress. Another reason might be the incident concerning about my housemate *mumbles*. I really need to get out from this house, its suffocating me. Ever since we 'quarelled', i have been coping myself inside the room for weeks except sitting for the exams at school and to cook(even if i want to cook, i have to wait for them to get back to their rooms to avoid meeting them). Gah, just by hearing their voice pissed me off, another reason why i plug in earphone whole day long. Oh yeah, thanks to my 'wonderful' housemates, i have learn a wonderful lesson.

Lesson Number One: Never share a house with your course mate
Why? Well, seriously, its only pressure cause while you are sleeping, your housemate is burning the midnight oil which made you feel guilty. Besides that, when your housemate gets better results than you, you have this bitter feeling that why you didn't do as well as her, oh yeah, that feeling is call jealousy.

Lesson Number Two: Never share a house with friends, not even close one!
Well i must say human is the most complex creature that ever walk on earth. One minute that so called best friend is talking and joking with you, the second minute she will be boycotting you for some weird reasons. Now, don't come and tell me this won't happen, my sister told me the same thing too, she told me she never expect this to happen, it is all so sudden and if you want to tell me to tolerate, yeah, i have been tolerating them for a long time, a year equals ten years to me. Honestly, if those housemates of mine really consider us as friends, they can tell us straight away what they are not happy about us or they can send us an email if they are too embarrassed to say it out. Not that 'Oh i don't want to embarrass you' lame reason please, i consider you as a friend therefore your suggestion and advice are always welcome. I am really tired of playing guessing game *grumbles*

Lesson Number Three: Treat yourself better
Nothing, just won't make you feel bad how you treated that friend so nicely and she treated you badly, how so unfair~~

Sorry is i can say, i have been hurting alot of my close friends, i am really sorry T T. GAH, i am still in my angst mode/tsuzuki mode/i-hate-my-ownself mode. Besides that, i wanna say, i am a bit extreme with love and hate, when someone loves me, i will treat them 10 times better than they treat me and when someone makes me hate them, i want to have nothing to do with them. >.<

So, in order to cheer myself up, i try to change my wallpaper to change the mood =P. Here is my previous wallpaper:

After the change,

Allen/Yuu!!!!!! XDDDDD

And my second choice:


Which one do you prefer? I prefer the first one, i think i will switch to the second one sometime later :D

To end my post, this is the pic that describe my current mood:


I really do feel like biting those people to death >.<

And now, please excuse me, gotta find Morgan, we are currently plotting how to destroy the world. (Just joking =P, don't take it seriously)
3 Comments.


You are being all weird again. sigh, it's my turn.. I shall not be a pleasent person to talk to till next Wednesday when it all ends. Dakara, talk to Morgan, she's a nice to talk to when you guys are in the right topic. Have fun taking over the world. Just don't be like Pinky and the Brain.
» Nuttz on 2007-11-20 06:12:03

u ended ur entry perfectly.

right. don't tell me the twelve kingdoms novel didn't have an ending like the anime? if not... i'm killing myself again.
» renaye on 2007-11-20 07:48:29

thanks for the suggestion but i have read a lot of books on chinese cultural revolution and i have read xin ran's books too.

some of the books that r similar to xin ran's i have read included tears of moon and star by guo sheng (i cried reading it), mao's last dancer, the tales of the stone village and some adeline books.

i can suggest u some romance vampire books. >.<
» renaye on 2007-11-21 08:37:26

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