i didn't get the laptop because:

1. they were out of stock
2. the sale ($200 off) ended today
3. there are no more available stores selling laptops, that specific laptop, at 8:30PM Canada time.

And now my parents are fighting, why the other didn't buy it earlier blahblahblah.

I was so excited yesterday. is this like karma or something? I decided that i wouldn't ask them for a laptop anymore. Even if they insisted on buying me some other time, i won't give em half. I just feel so bad and so selfish, wanting a laptop when i don't even need it that much. And now my mom's crying coz she feels so bad coz she promised me this laptop 3 years ago. Now... i just don't want everyone to be feeling this way because of me and my stupid laptop wants.

I'm just going for the ipod video adn the digicam then. No more laptops. We still have a computer anyway.............. Honestly, i'm a bit disappointed. Okay, i'm real real sad. I was thinking that i'd be making this entry on my brand new Hp Dv2020CA but i guess...it just wasn't meant for me.

Ima stop rambling now. Sorry guys. Got u excited too. Guess i just ... sigh... there... i'm ending this now.


oh yeah. Uploaded pics of boredom >>
(did some toilet-bashing, puking, a bit of sketchin, in short = tryin to be insane.)

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It's a sad sad Christmas. Although not as sad as our first Xmas away from home, where no one can hear Christmas music blasting in the air...no fireworks outside your gates...no Christmas carolling going on...Oh how I miss home Soooo much. Especially in these times of festivity. ;_; Makes me want to cry blood until midnight... *sigh*

Sorry, The-Muffin-Man, can't be that smiley-infested in this particular entry...Lol I'm blaming the drama on the hormones!!! But here's one especially for your smiley needs. :)

And for RandomJ (Randomjunk), ima edit my mods especially for your lappie needs. :) ^{(So you won't forget to comment on my blog && make me happy for the holidays. :))}

Dilated, i'm back. :)

Merry Christmas to everyone! frostbitten ♥ u!

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