frostbitten/ can't stop the gods from engineering

19 January 2007

Friday. 1.19.07 9:03 pm

I don't know what to say.
I feel like I'm floating.
I feel like I've been hit by a ten-thousand pound truck.
Like Jupiter fell from the sky and landed right on me. And me alone.
It's like the comets suddenly forgot their orbits and arranged themselves into a friggin middle finger pointing directly at me. And laughing and laughing and laughing.
I can't explicitly say what happened.
I just wanted to post it because I hafta get the emotions out somehow.
All I can say is that this has to be one of the most amazingly weird, happy, embarrassing, life-changing days in my life.
And I don't know what to do anymore.
What's the next step?
I haf no friggin idea.
God, help me.
Gimme strength. Sigh.

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